I GIVE UP.
IM SORRY PPL LAU AKU ADE HATE TAG KAU KER..
AKU ADE BBUAL BUROK SAL KRG2 KER.
HARAP DPT DIMAAFKN.
AKU JANJI AKU DA TK NK ADE KENE MENGENA NGAN KWN KRG2 AGI.
AKU ANGKAT PAISEY LAU AKU ADE MENGUPAT SAL SAPE KER.
MAKI HAMUN SAPE2 KER.

AKU MINTAK MAAF ONCE AGAIN.
HARAP FARHAH N JAH PAHAM PRASAAN AKU.
KRG TAKMO LAK NANTI CKP AKU NI TKDE PRASAAN NGAN KWN2 NANTI.
I JUZ HOPE U PPL ARE VERY HEPPI RITE NAW.

COZ I AM.
WAD MORE CAN I ASK FER.
I GT A NICE BF.
2 GREATEST PREZZIE THAT IS FARHAH N JAH.
A WONDERFUL FAMILY.
AND A WHOLE WORLD OF SURPRISES...
THANK YOU ALLAH FER GIVING ME ALL THIS.
FER TESTING ME FOR WHO I AM.
FER SHOWING ME WHOS GD AND WHOS BAD.
AND I NEVER EVER REGRET ANITHING THAT HAD BEEN DONE.
I APRRECIATE ALL THOSE MOMENTS AND THINGS YOU PPL HAVE DONE FER ME.
WHITHOUT ALL THESE TINGS HAPPENING, I WONT BE WHO I AM TODAY!!

yeas..
and his name is muhammad raihan bin abdul rahman..
hmm.
seriously,
i muz say i realli loving this feelings.
but sumhow. some stoopid pig once said that he penah like her or sumthing.
but i dunno man.
watever it is, thats da past.
and guess wad..
a fren of mine seriously make my blood rise sia.
how can she do this.
but like i said to farhah, im not mad at her.
i pity her uh.
mengupat sal org.. kau pikir dia suka dgr kau mengupat sal org lain.
ape?? da tk de keje lain per sia kau.
aku diam2 kau naik lemak la.
nk story2 tu kau pey pasal uh.
but telling other ppl outside our circles of frens and story2 pasal sedare2 org.
eh pls eh.
umor da brape.
kau pikir kau maseh budak2 lagi per.
eh! wake up uh sia!!
this is not peter pan's world uh!!!
wake up frm ur world of fantasy..
i noe deep down inside u ur not like this.
nk ckp kurang kasih syg dari family, dah terlalu byk kasih syg drg kasih.
kau jer yg too fussy and mengada-ngada..
well..
watever u do..
gd luck uh.
lau satu hari nanti aku dgr mcm gini lagi,
better make sure kau tkmo nk lari kan diri..

till den.
fafa signing out.

and pls stop toking shit eh!
its very meraps ok.

woohoo..
i gotta tell u guys sumthing..
hmm..
guess wad..
an sound aku.. haha..

our conversation thru msgs..

an: Fill in the blanks! and send it back to me..
3 things u wont forget bout me..
>
>
>
name u wanna call me
>
The best word that describe me
>
u wanna be my?
>specify:-

itu ape dia anta aku tibe2..
aku pon fill in the blanks uh..
aku ckp..
3 benda aku takkan lupa sal dia..
mata sepet dia, beylo-ness dia, and pantat dia...
a name that i wud call him: my shayang??
The best word that describe him is sepet and pelahap..
i wanna be his: special sumone..

den he said oh ok.. nga buat pe and all.
so i realli didnt see it cuming..
so i forward the msg bck to him..
den he replied.
3 things my eyes smile and face (ehk? aku lupa)
a name he wud call me.. my baby
the word that decribe me his sayang..
>>>u wanna be my? >sepcify:- mine??

den aku mcm shocked gituh la. so yea.
i tot that was juz a stoopid bulletin msg.
so i said. wow u realli mean that??
he said.. yeah.. than??
i said.. than wad??
he said.. think about wad he said la..
(ab aku mcm slow giler uh aku tk paham)
i siad.. about wad? which part??
he siad.. the last part..
(abey aku mcm terstunned skejap..)
i said.. wow.. u realli want me uh?
he said.. yeah..
i said.. ouh if i said yes how?
he said.. if u say yes then im happy lor..
i said.. ok lor. then i shall make u happy then..
he said.. haha.. so its a yes la ni??
i said.. yup2.. eh awak. kite shy2 tau bbual gini..
he said.. hahaha tau takpe u..

haha..
kecoh skejap aku ngan farhah ngan mirah kt bawa blok 32.
haha..
so yea.
he realli made my day.
and seriously.. im loving him rite now.
and dapat tau kwn aku satu ni pon da attch. haha.. mangkok jer aku.
bukan nk bilang.. and year amirah is now with along. and i realli dunno wad to do.
its all up to HIM to decide..

kk la. aku nk layan syg aku tuh.
chaow!

aniway... im in skul rite naw..
mendak giler sia..
cikgu bodoh ni is nowher to be found..
class end at 1 today..
and yet so many latecomers..
hehe..
aniway.
last nite i tok on da phone with chipsmore..
hehe. suare mcm budak2 drugs uh..
hmm.. aniway one thing bad about him is that dia penah lpak ngan
katak, aaron ngan jonny smue dulu..
kau! drg da mmg typical mat rep.. skali si mat roker ni lpak ngan drg..
mcm tk masok skal.
haha,.. kk tu crite lame.. so yea. forget bout it..
aniway..
b4 i tok on the phone with him..
i msg2 ngan sygku RAIHAN..
hmm.. (aku tau mmg tk perlu capslock part nama dia.. i noe i noe..)

maklom la aku da jatoh cinta ngan dia... nanti aku balek aku upload gambar si sepet ni..
haha.. he gt so many nick names.. i gave it to him..
example like sepet, pelahap.. and ade lagi la kn..
hmm.. he's a realli nice boy la..
comes frm a decent family.. gd family background..
(infact this tyme i noe his biodata. so farhah u shud be proud of me.. haha. coz i remember everything about him.. heheh u noe i noe..)
walaupon an quit skul sec2.. he did his n level and gt 10 points. and like shocking he's clever..
so yea..
day by day im falling fer him..
although he's not the type who sweet talks and everything a guy wud do..
something about him i juz love..
and he confessed yest nite he juz love me.. but he duno y.. haha pantat tol...


past stuffs.
saw khai in skul this pass few days..
and it realli spoils my mood fer the day.
lagi2 ngan his sulkish face.. mintak kene tendang jer.
shitty sia.
and guess wad...
i trust the horoscope thingy kt frensta..
and today the horoscope ckp i need to make contact with my past..
and da first thing come in mind is him..
god dammit..
sial tol..
wadda hell..


well.. i juz wanna wait fer thy perfect moment to be with him..
hmm..



and by the way..
chipsmore ajak gi tgk wayang..
yan pon..
an ajak kua on weekends.. aww..
touching.

hey hey..
guess wad??
an confessed he realli like me..
and then he love me..
dek ni suka nah nk beat ard the bush.
haha.
aniway..
if u were to click on my taggies button..
u will see that a "BLOGHOPPER" hate tagged me...

we seriously since yest im not over it yet..
coz that stoopid monkey called me a minah rep.
and fer ur info.
haf u ever seen a minah rep b4??
eh pls.
look like how they dress, how they looked like how they behave..
and like shit, u called me a minah rep.
ape..
minah rep ade dgr balck metal per.
pakai baggy2.. selekeh2 mcm aku.
mepek la dek ni.
sumpah im pissed off..
like wtheck.
hey hey aniway.
ppl who hate tagged here pls..
by all means.
if u realli hate me that much and u realli wanna have a piece of me..
do come by chai chee blok 32.
i'll be waiting man!

and btw,
ni zaman ape sia nk main minah2 ni smue.
i juz dun get it.
with that short skirt???
tattoos?? drawn-high eyebrow?? and botak summore..
mepek siak.
wow.
u see wad u make me into.
kn aku da kutuk kaum kao.
tu sbb,
kau tak tau aku sape tkmo nk mepek bbual asal boley je k.
and if u realli wanan bring it on.
hey like farhah said...
"BRING IT ON BITCH"

hey hey..
fafa in thy hse..
ahha..
aniways lots to say.
but!
im gonna cut it short..



bulletins:-
10. i gt off today and tomoro
9. tomoro im going to abg aim's hse with the rest of BCRA-ians..
8. Met up with jah and rah. farhah cudnt cum along.
7. tried selling that stoopid china phone but failed. coZ no shop wanna take it..
6. mamat's birthday. jah cuzzin.
5. was suppose to mit up with fad. but he never replied..
6. an was very sick today. worried fer him. sakit gigi sampai demam.
4. mum went to mummy hse with big bro. yy?????
3. y is my menses cumming soo laatee??
2. i am hungry rite naw. and guess wad. rah ate alot today. like dammn alot of stuffs.
1. i miss everyone whom i used to contact with especially rony. but sad to say. we cant go along.
0. an confessed he have feelings fer me. aww... an i am soo liking him as day goes by...

thats all folks. chao!

hey raya is juz arnd da corner yaw!!
tak sabar u noe.
and yes i noe.
da berzaman i never blogg.
keje la. very susah nk bukak comp ni huh..
so aniways,
lots and lots of things happened in this short one month..
well.
im getting to noe an better.
met him yest.
go geylang amek bju raya aku.
den we headed off to pasir ris.
member malu2 nk bbual.
but damn it he's so cute.
okok i noe.
its benn long tyme i never felt like this.
ouh! 17 yet so tall. tu muscle tuh hmmm.
haha..
so yea. i juz hoped that i can get to noe him more.
hmm..
later im going out to meet up with farhah, rah and hannah...
and maybe jah will cum along.
and yes.
in this bulan suci, everything is bck to normal.
alhamdulillah..
and home is cocking up.
evrything is done by me. god damn it having 2 guys in da house is such a waste.
tk guna langsong.
aku da mcm mighty bee.
super woman sak. bikin keje umah non-stop.
but fer my mum uh. aniting fer her.
siek pey ab n adek. hmph!
okok.
i'll blogg soon!!



kau.
beg blom beli.
kasot blom beli.
makeup pon.
rabak siek ni..