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Friday, November 16, 2007 ~~~ 5:50 PM
in dillema.. help!!
heyy... seriously.. im in deep shit..
kk..
erm.. i got to noe tiz nice guy in skuel..
yeah.. we haf been contacting fer like 2 months..
yeah at first i realli liked him.
he got sound me b4 but i said can gimme tyme..
but till naw.. arent he suppose to ask again or am i thy one to ask him???
haiz..
that's not it..
the deepest shit was.. i kinda got irritated by him..
i've started being cranky with him..
haha..
i kinda haf lost the feeling fer him.. well i told ma circle of frenz dat wer juz frens..
well now i kinda mean it..
hm... i really dunno wad to do siak..
its a gud thing tat i did not accepted the furst "sound"..
haiz..
kk.. sumhow.. i gotta put in correct words n juz say to him...
am i fickle minded?
well sumtimes i think so to..
i dun wanna rush into relationship coz..
i still wanna enjoy life..
i still wanna drink..
not msging ppl...
juz stick to ma family n ma frenz....
juz being me self..
haiz.. itz dat hard to do..
and one more thing im not ready to commit into ani relationshhip..
kk.. hope thiz wud work..
kk..
erm.. i got to noe tiz nice guy in skuel..
yeah.. we haf been contacting fer like 2 months..
yeah at first i realli liked him.
he got sound me b4 but i said can gimme tyme..
but till naw.. arent he suppose to ask again or am i thy one to ask him???
haiz..
that's not it..
the deepest shit was.. i kinda got irritated by him..
i've started being cranky with him..
haha..
i kinda haf lost the feeling fer him.. well i told ma circle of frenz dat wer juz frens..
well now i kinda mean it..
hm... i really dunno wad to do siak..
its a gud thing tat i did not accepted the furst "sound"..
haiz..
kk.. sumhow.. i gotta put in correct words n juz say to him...
am i fickle minded?
well sumtimes i think so to..
i dun wanna rush into relationship coz..
i still wanna enjoy life..
i still wanna drink..
not msging ppl...
juz stick to ma family n ma frenz....
juz being me self..
haiz.. itz dat hard to do..
and one more thing im not ready to commit into ani relationshhip..
kk.. hope thiz wud work..
tis' the way
well..
all i wanted was juz a nice guy
who wud standby me
thru thick n thin..
im not asking hym to love me till he die..
but juz be truthful to me n himself..
juz understand me is gd enuf..
i hate bustards..
coz they are so immature..
u can call me names or wadever shits but..
im still young and..
i wud like to get marrried wen im 23?
haha.. nice ryte..
i wud want to werk and find hym..coz i know he's der sumwher...
searching fer someone.. but he didnt look front..im in front of hym..
hehe..emo lakk..hmm.. my love life sucks la..
i think lelaki bace ni pon takot2 sakk nak matair ngan aku.. hehe..
dun worrie..
im a gd girl.. im a very2 patient woman!!
Wad EvEr ShiTzZ.
THE PERFECT MOMENT
Your body close to mine,
Our hearts beat at the same time,
With a smile of simple pleasure,
This very moment should last forever.
Some say perfection is unattainable
For most things, that's explainable,
Held in ur arms with eye to eye affection
I have found a brief moment of perfect satisfaction.
Let us stay together through the time
Proclaim that I'm yours and You are mine
Let us freeze and treasure this moment
Store it safely, away
Even if we leave this very place
We shall return to it someday
HIM..
If U asked why i like him i wud say
It’s the sway in his hips,
the thickness in his chest.
the lust in his lips,
the passion in his eyes.
the softness of his skin,
the style in his hair
the twist in his dance;
the nervous in his talk.
It’s the way he look at me
that makes me think about him each day.
That is what I would say.
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