well..
today is my first day period..
so akit perot..
kat skola naseb tak kene...
skali kene kat bawa blk 32...
naseb sui2 sampai umah tak heavy flow siot..
ada tembos.. mampos aku..
hmm..
aku nga remixx lagu sebenarnye..
aku nga takder keje..
maybe bsok aku bz sal maybe sid upah aku buat dia nye indesign..
hehe.. fer money sape tak nk kan??
haha..
datz y..
yeah2 on 6, 7 and 8 aku keje..
jadi on thy 2oth aku gaji bomb..
haha!! $400 babe!! in three days..

kk.. im watching who's line is it anyway!! bye!

kau..
nari bad day sia..
first kat klass jeanette da sejuk giler..
abey aku bawak jacket lobang2....
abey.. break dari kol 12 sampai kol 3..
mendak sakk..
aku da tak makan betol2..
kite smue makan junk food...
haiyo..
abey da kol 3 tunggu kan si latha tu tk sampai2..
mcm siakk..
check2 dia on urgent leave abey suro benson take over...
tu takper..
si batu2 nyer clan smue ckp nk balek..
abey bile benson da dtg da amek attendance smue aru drg nk bingit ngan kte..
sal kte tak lang drg yg benson amek attendance..
abey fid kene sound..
kesian dia.. tak bersalah..
abey nari ada ngaji..
aku da tak suka suasana mengaji...
lau ngan org lain takpe ah.. ni ngan pakcik n makcik sendiri..
tak suka ah..
lau easy going takpe..
suka bbual sarcastic...
hmmm...
wan nga sakit kot..
member tak gi skola..
nari aku tk lpak sal ngaji..
abey bsok skola ho takder...
mangkok sakk.. puas hati tak ya dtg..
bsok stakat dtg buat projek..
aku projek da nk kat abes..
cuma nk edit2..
imagine ah lau aku da bis... nk buat ape sey kat skola..

hmm..
nvm ah..
aku bingit skali..
sot otak aku..
kk.. choaz!!
"te amo".... muaxx..

yaw...
hmmm..
long tyme ive never blogg..
well.
she juz got her results..
she gt 39..
hmm.. she review to shikin fer courses..
well.. "we" wer kinda pissed..
coz..
we guide her thru all thy bad tymes n..
naw??
hmmm.. i dun like to point finger...
but i juz bless her in every course she's taking...
well..


hmm.. skul was early n boring too..
i finished skul at 5 i think..
met up wif fie n her crazzie classmates..
tokz about stoopid2 stuff..
haha..
had fun tyme..
after dat we met up wif farhah..
sat down at 32..
btw.. wen i met up wif fie infront of munchie donut...
i saw jah2..
haha..
keje kape....

k la..
im suppose to meet nurul n jah tomoro..
so gotta go..
bye.

hey2..
eventuali i blogg 3 days straight..
haha..
well..
actuali thinking bout my it project u noe..
well..
i dunno wad to do wit it...
im too lazy to do all tiz stuff..
bt at thy same tyme i nid to score..
yeah..
so...
hmm...
i cant sleep ryte naw..
coz im xpecting wan to msg me. coz i did..
he did called me up juz naw..
but it was fer a while..
den i msged hym..
den dats all..
yeah..
i noe its pathetic..
so....
i've been watching grey's anatomy fer like straight two nites..
haha..
im a fan u noe..
i love being abouts da hospital..
haa...
kk.. i gtg im wayching grey's...
bye..



shit! bsok abes lambat!
bt takde sw!! hoorayy!!

yaw.
im bck yaw..
well...
tiz morning i went jogging..
eventualy wif jah onli...
farhah gave up..
cant wake up..
haha...
ermm..
met up wif jah at the bridge..
we walked all the way frm Bedok Town Park...
to.. Bedok Reservoir Park..
well..
its suppose to be a jogging day..
but we walked..
we talked all abt motors n bikes all day long..
actuali we talked bout tiz since yesterday..
i wanted a tzm.. however da tkder lagi..
so plannng rxz..
jah wanted kr..
bt was thinking of X1-r..
haha..
funni name..
tutti la.. asap la..
mepek2 jer kte bbual2..
so..
after dat topic we talked bout NS..
i tot i wanted to go ns.. but we muz survey2 furst..
yeah2..
so..
after jogging arnd 430..
i went spa wif ma mum..
after dat , we met up wif aunt tina and we ate at city plaza..
she bought along asyura..
cute infant...
haha..

so.. yeah.. dats probably wad i did today..
yea..
i'll write soon...
need to find tyme fer tiz shit..
kk...
cya..

heyy..
well.
actuali im suppose to go parkway today..
maklum nk carik keje..
but i ended up lpakking wif farhah, fie, jah, lissa n her frens..
well..
ders dis 17 yr old guy name zai..
kwn lissa..
kimak dektu btol2 pey kekek sakk..
he's actions were all random..
haha...

wan met up wif me today..
missed hym soo much..
coz its like.. wad? 1 week since we've met..
or was it 2 weeks??
hmm...
im not sure..
he's suppose to go JB tonite..
but was canceled..
so he wen on sleeping..
called me up.. ate.. n slept..
yeah.. daily routine...

hmm..
im suppose to tell fadhly today bout tiz Sunday outing..
not a date.
more like a fren thingy.,
yeah..
nvm i shud tel hym later..

well.. im planning to go jooging wif jah n farhah tomoro morning...
let's see how..
coz farhah.. she's a bit difficult in thy morning..
yeah..

well.. tyme to sleep..
catch up later..
another tyme..
choaz...

hmmm....
skul was quite bore juz naw..
it was raining la the whole afternoon..
i was damn cold till i had a bad cold..
before dat, yeah i did acchhooo la..
haha..
love my nose coz can detect rain very fast..
hate my nose bcoz cant stop sneezing.....


argghh..
hmm..
after skul went meet up wif fie..
she was so wet2 la..
haha..
kinda look like her skirt shrinked..
hahaha..
den meet up wif farhah..
smoked..
tok2 bout ACAP..
haha. to me he aint handsome at all..
da mcm pak tam..
haha.. fer a pak tam quite ok la..
hehehe..

fie followed me back home..
keringkan bju..
alek lambat jugak..
to my surprise.. she gt to noe dat he blogg gt snowy effect..
waliau..
haha..

hmmm.. im downloading tiz adobe thingy..
lembab sia..
hmm.. lau da ley pakai..
ha! siap ah aku edit2.. huahuahau...
tak sabar..
lagipon ada byk sak project..
mentang2 da nk masok yr 2..
hehe..

kk.. gtg..
fafa signing off..
bzzzz

hmm...
i jus learn sumting today..
its all bout critical thinking..

hmm.. bout thy problem im facing with..
its not tat i dun wanna fight bck k farhah..
not that im weak..
life is too short to be filled with misery..
i gotta indulge more deeper in thy problem ..
not jumping to conclusions...
yes its true:
"i think he's timing me.."..
"i think he's avoiding me.."
but these are all "i think"s...
in this situation dun let ur emotions over rule u..
coz if u did ur pathetic.. and end up in a fight

well.. wad i actuali muz do is dat...
till i get all thy proves n wrong-doings frm hym..
i must not be narrow-minded..
i must refrain myself frm letting unwanted feelings over rule me...
i need to think deeper of y he's acting so weird..
or to y am i thinking thiz way of hym..
yeah..
i must make myself clear of small2 things..

so frm naw on..
wad mrs jeannette said was..
juz live ur life out...
juz be heepii..
coz eventualli sadness brings misery to ur life..
and u r being miserable every tyme..
the reason to all break ups n sadness is bcoz u let ur emotions rule u..
so lets try tiz..
juz be heppi.. forget n forgive.. well dats ups n downs in life..
so yar..
LIVE WITH IT..

heyy..
today bad day sia..
aku mengamok seeyy..
ada aku nk lupakan kekasih lama tapi ternampak2..
haiyo..
pasrah sakk aku..
skejap terserempak ngan gigi..
skejap ngan wan steng nye adk..
cute sia dia..
eish!!!!
arrgh!!
tak bley angs..
hehe...
well..
today supposingly aku nye one month ngan wan..
however.. i tot tat we gonna mit up..
but....
he never showed up..
he said he will kol or msg me..
but..
padahal2.......
kimakk...
aku pon ada prasaan siol..
hmmm..
forget it ah..
either i get spare tire or..
i juz hang on..
hmm... wish me luck ah..

hey2..
sorie ah..
lama wa tk blogg..
internet umah aku buat hal ah..
mcm siakk..
aku mengamok sak..
but still nvm..
i can still msn..
hehe..
btw..
im in sku actuali..
cikgu mepek..
so aku malas nk layan..
hee..
im having sum difficulties naw..
be it in skul or wif wan..
haiyo..
long story sakk..
aku rasa we will not last long..
hee....
hmm..
aku berhenti berharap ah..
im gonna turn by..
haha,....
mcm paham..
takpe mirah n jah ada..
huahuahua..

hmm....
having sum doubts bout sum ppl..
see.. that's y sum ppl are not worth it..
things really hit me deep sakk..
onli elfie knows wad im going thru..
hmm..
erm..
nak ku katakan, tapi ku takut..
nak ku luahkan, tapi ku segan..
nak ku ucapkan, tapi ku sedih..
jangan diucap selamat tinggal..
kimak!! lagu lama sia..
haha..
hmm..
sumtimes wad i think and realli feels might be thy best fer me..
nvm.. its okay.. i gotta get used to it..
hmm..
i love u but..
there's always a but..
haiyo..
karma always hit me.. but nvr them..
what wrong haf i've done till i muz deserve this..
or..
they who shudnt deserve me????
hahaha..
nvm..
let it be..
thre's more to life..
im living it out..
i still haf my mum and my babes to sapport me..
n no DOUBTS.. i love them much...
muakzz u ppl...
i love u..

Wow..
after such a long tyme..
akhirnya aku dapat blogg lagikk..
ala stakat tukar skin..
hee.
actuali aku mau tdo..
hmm.. bsok saja ya gue blogg..
nyte2...