well..
as per normal i haf to werk..
naseb abie was der to talk to..
byk customer..
supposingly im having dance pract tmoro afternoon..
aku nk mintak pagi tak ley siakk..
prangai seyy nyonya tu..
hmph!
den bile da nk masok maghrib...
mumy n dady(parents rian hertutty) wif taty and zizi masok kedai...
i greet out loud..
haha..
den mummy was kinda shocked to see me werking der..
they bought couple os donuts..
den i wanna salam mumy.. den mumy passed me ten bucks..
den i was like.. tak payah la.. susah2 je.. den she said nvm its ok amek jer..
hmm..
den i said thanks alot mumy n dady.. salam them.. den they choa..
i did not see rian lak ehk..
hmm..
so werk as per normal again den went home walking..
took sum pictures this morning.. and edited them..
wanna see???

well..
been serving da munchie donut fer 2 weeks naw..
getting my pay on da 5th..
well..
naw i noe dat da place is like a school sakk..
da boring takpe..
rambot kene ikat la..
tak ley messy2 la..
nak kene pakai name tag la..
lecey ah..
BCRA jugak best..
ape kau nk bikin.. bikin la.. asal kn kau buat keje kau..
btol la..
sumtimes i think dat keje kat fnb is like not worth it..
am i rite or wrong?
haiyo...
aku nk kene carikk keje midnight shift ah..
carikk gaji yg best2..
but muz part time ah..
yeah..
kene survey surat khabar hari2..
hope i haf luck in thiz..

k la..
i gotta go naw..
peace out..

btw today was known as da day my mum buih me..

well..
our plan on 25th at last arrived..
we've been waiting fer tiz day..
i woke up arnd 745.. so fucking early in da morning... naseb bley bgn..
bathed.. naseb benda2 smue da packed...
den.. msged jah.. panas kn mee aku..
aku letak lam "tapo".. padahal tupperware..
den.. make my way to bedok interchange..
aku naik bus 222 terlajak bustop sal aku tertdo..
met elfie at bedok.. pikir nk makan skali kedai inspirasi lom bukak..
soo wadda hell.. jah da smpai je kte tros gi amek cab gi lorong 16..
naik taxi ngan seorang pakcik.. nk its realli weird dat coz our arah tujuan is to lorong
16... but wad hapen was da pakcik was toking bout mas slamat.. kau mepek sakk.
jah maseh ley layan kn tau.. da smpai kite tros gi beli air.. it cost us bout 46..
den make our way tu ecp..
naseb tak jam.. sunyi giler seyy suasana kt ecp..
we set our tent.. waited fer farhah..
den i n fie go buy food..
den lpak2 drg lapar lagi.. sewa basikal.. i n jah go buy food again..
den kite gi mandi kt laut... best la sey.den we go clean ourselves up...
den night cums.. kite minom!! first taste of da absolute vodka raspberry..
first2 ok..den bila da balas2 air kn.. tros muntah sakk aku..
aku pey bodoh aku da takley angkat aku tros makan... ape lagi tros merlion sakk!!!
den.. my head was so fucking light.. but i was ok... jah actualli planned to make farh mabok..
but end up da water still half full.. bikin tok fie n farh pon tak guna.. drg tak minom..
den aku n jah habiskn.. siallah.. jah said dat lau dia muntah dia bayar kn aku nyer enroll motor..
and she end up puking.. so yeah.. my enrollment, no worries!!
den.. kite shuffle mcm budak sakit otak.. aku jalan da tak btol.. da mcm org gila..
den biler aku tros da flat.. jah flat kat sblah aku.. den she went so emo.. smue sal M.K.P.L
aku pon turut sedih... abey teringat2 jugak aku pon nangis...
kite bbual da mcm budak kecik seyy.. well.. funni thing was.. org lau da nangis.. sebak kn..
kau shud mcm tap2 kat bahu ker.. u noe wad i meant.. instead elfie was tapping kat stomach
aku like aku ni nga sakit perot.. hahaha!! kekek siot..
aku tersedar dlam kol 1 kpale aku berat giler.. so make my own way to da toilet..
naseb toilet dpn mata.. nk kencing pon susah.. sal da berat giler.. my walking da mcm org nk jatoh.. terhuyung hayang aku.. den went to sleep again.. den farh n fie join us sleeping in dat
tent.. drg nyer berdengkor jer buat aku terbangon2.. aku lak tak ley tdo sal badan nga sakit n maseh hang.. haha..
bgn jer..
kite mandi laut lagi.. pack2 stuff den chaow frm dat place..
kite kejar bus 196 alek bedok.. makan kat inspirasi.. mee soto juagk jalan..
i was wif my minyak kapak all da way..
fie alek.. me jah n farh went 32 lpak jap..
den kite smue balek..
aku balek jer tros letak bju kat washing machine n tros tukar bju n sleeeepppp!!!
best seyy..


wow.. my head still killing me..
friday aku nk paitao keje ah..
penat sgt seyy..
n im like having my menses..pantat da start sakit balek..
k im hungry ryte naw.. i gtg..
lagipon bsok keje ptg.. so bye.

im not gonna drink again k

well... today start as per normal..
keje pagi.. frm 11 to 3..met up wif fie n farhah in da morning coz
bdk2 cheerleading paitao..kesian farhah..
den smoke..drank cofee..
make my way to MUNCHY DONUT shop..punched my card..
n werked!!
well..nari tak byk customer..
realised dat abie n sum other hate grace.. wakaka..
dat "penchu" aunty..
haha..
after werk make my way to queensclose..
wanted to take the bus.. but farhah ckp lambat sgt..
so terpakse take mrt..
lots happen wen i took the mrt coz..
peek hours.. ramai org naik mrt..
so eventualli i gt punched, stepped, squeezed and lots more..
man! the odor got to go man!! shit ppl!!
den.. da sampai commonwealth aku kene naik bus either 147 or 196.
sampai bustop je bus 197 tinggal kn aku..
so waited fer 15 mins den 147 came..
took da bus.. den bile part aku nk turon..
da picit bell tau..
stoopid bus driver mcm tak tau nk sabar..
aku blom jejak luar dia da tutop pintu..
and end up aku kene squeezed by dat door..
kimakk!! sakit sakk!! i was so pissed la...
den after all dat havoc..
make my way to "gelap"..
saw habil..my to-be-dance partner
haha.. waited fer him to changed he's clothes..
danced with hym.. funni guy.. yet weird.. loved his groovy-ness..
well.. im supposed to haf eye contact with hym wen dancing..
we failed several tymes.. den..
we're on dat formation part.. den it striked!!!!
both of us we're like staring at each other eyes.. i was actualli nga tahan ketawe..
coz mcm kekekk gitu.. LOL!! den i burst!! den he goes like"kan tgk dia ketawe"
haha.. i can stop laughing sey.. btw had fun dancing with habil though he's a bit short..
haha.. well naw i cant get that stoopid eyes of hym off my mind
he is so like Jeff only better......................................................................................

hoped jeff was here to see all thiz.. sad he's always MIA

well.. bsok aku kene kerja ptg..
nak kene carikk clinik yg dpt inject aku typhord..
dunno and how much it will cost me.. paling2 kene 50 ketol kot..
shit man!!
mane nk cekop duit seyy.. hope my mama cn help..
well..
im tired naw.. gotta go..

i know i've been skipping my blogs nawadays.
maklom org ni sedang berkobar2 keje..
haha..
chaow!!

masyallah!!
kayaknya hujan deh..
aku baru terpikir mau lpaking..
tak jadi rasanya..
lagipun jam 6 aku kerja..
haha..
lucu banget kerna smalamnya aku first day di sana..
abie jugak ada di situ..
kerja dgnya fun jugak..
emmangnya namanya org indonesia.. jakarta lagi...
aku tak begitu chapek cuma badan aku sengal2 gitu..
kalau aku lihat jendela gue.. hujan lebat skali..
gi mana ya aku mahu jalan ke kantor???(chey step kantor. mcm paham ah tin..)
hmm..
kasihan sama pelajar ite... basah kuyup..
aku mula kerja jam 6, pulangnya jam 10..
hmm..
besoknya aku mula jam 11 pagi.. smpai jam 3 ptg..
wah~....
aku terpaksa ambil shift pagi kerna ptg aku ada praktis joget sama farhah..
aku akan ketemu dgn amar dan am di interchange jam 3 gitu.. sempat kok...
udah deh..
aku mahu pergi nonton tv..
lain kali aku blogg lagi..
slamat!!!

aku kadang2 tak paham ngan kwn2 ku..
aku sedih pon ade.. marah pon ade..
tapi lau aku rasa begitu buat pe kn..
i dun tink anione of them "appreciating" wad im doin.
im trying my best to make them as per normal like dulu..
but it turn out so in da wrong way..
lau aku bawa diri aku sorang nanti drg pk aku ni kwn mcm siak..
abey bila aku cuba menolong.. aku advice ker.. no one listen..
no one takes me seriously..
its sumtimes feels like im wasting my time..
at tiz point of situation i cant trust no one.. not even me..
aku crite lain.. yg lain pk aku side dek ni la.. abey jauhkan diri.
abey dia salahkan dekni.. dekni salahkan dia..
its like never ending..
its like putting salt into da wound..
krg pon kene pikir...
apa salah yg krg da bikin sampai jadi mcm ni...
kalau krg pandai bawak diri, tiz wont hapen, btol tak?
if u realli not in da wrong.. ask dat person y he/she doing tiz to u..
tok nicely.. i noe toking nicely wont help but at least u've tried..
nanti aku cakap gini confem bingit.. nanti krg pikir aku ni mane pey baik..
but its da fact btol tak..
its reali no use of me asking fer help animore.. it juz adds to da prob..seriously.
i realli dun understand wads going on sia..


i haf to say tiz.. we realli nid to change our ways..
baik yg btol ataupon yg salah..
kalau krg tak ubah ape nk jadi kan..
do u guys regret being with each other??
if u do juz tell me.. coz im not..
i wish i cud go on wif thiz stuff..
but i noe confem ade yg make fun of tiz or critic tiz or wadever la..


guess wad.. u guys are on ur own..
im done trying..
i'll juz let fate decide..
im gonna close my ears and shut my eyes...
wads gonna hapen, juz let it hapen..
fer wad i noe... i still love u guys and treat u ppl equal and fair...
its up to u guys to see in a gd or the bad way...

fafa.
Outs!!!

heyy..
i went fer my training today..
well.
it went mepek la.
coz dia stakat xplain ni donut ape.. ni donut ape..
den how to serve customers..
da itu aje...
den dia kasi kite (me and nadiah) bju topi and apron..
den da... kite da bley balekk..
its like.. tak sampai 2 jam seyy kat sane.
haha..
mepek la..
den aku kene kat bedok seyy..
haha..
nadiah kene kt katong.. jah kate aku quite lucky sal katong boss ade..
so nk kene buat keje btol2..
den..
aku nga gabra ni... sal bsok aku da start kat bedok..
haha..


well..sumting pissed me off juz naw..
wan mcm siakk prangai ngan aku..
dia pk dia mane pey besar sakk..
bingit ngan aku sal aku tak ajak dia pi pool..
pls ah..
farhah yg ajak aku.. dia mane peyy besar aku nk kene ajak dia..
siakk...
abey ckp "ni kate kwn"
buto ah..
dia paitao aku tak ckp pape kat dia eh..
abey part aku nk complain2.. juboh!
bingit seyy..
da. tiz wil be da furst and da last..
fullstop!!


well.. wish myself luck tomoro..
break a leg fafa!!!

pictures taken during our outing....

kimaak..
today was da worse day of da week...
i followed everione to dancework..
i wore white blouse, straight-cut pants, bought along
my ladies bag and used my white pointed heels..
firstly i tot ok tau kai heels..
i walked frm my hse to farhah's bustop takder pape..
went to see da show..
tempat da mepek... pas tu panas terik tau..
ye lah tyme kol 1 ke 2 gitu... confem panas..
aku lak tak sarapan..
kluar on an empty stomach..
damn..
it was all not tat worth it la..
aku kene spray rambot dancers.. my hands wer all glittery and sticky..
went to da toilet which was so fuckingfar deep inside da mall..
den da toilet was so small.. everione cramped..
den watched da dancers danced.. all ok la.. but mostly mepek..
well..............
make-up all cair seyy..
den.....
went on to coffee club.. we chill fer while..
walked all da way to bugis.. which was so frustrating and far and my foot pain gila...
i reali cant bear wakling in heels sak..
i used heels coz i tot we gonna juz chill2 but padahal2..
den went to sheesha wif mohd, fie and farhah..
well..
it was cool at furst but.. i was kinda pening wen i smoked too much..
seriously I NEED TO QUIT SMOKING
yeah i realli mean it..
welll actuali nari ade org2 ajak aku kua..
mcm fadhhy and nurul..
nurul ajak aku turon pit farid yeo..
n fadhhy lak ajak tgk wayang kol 9+..
BUT SORRIE i cant join u guys.. im realli tired..
haf not been sleeping properly at nite.. and always haf to wake up early..
damn bored la..

naw wad i wanna do is dat.
i wanna take pill panadol..
sleep..and wake up early kemas umah i k..
bye.. choaw..

i dunno y bt today relli a bad sad day..
xam hancor!
confem fail..
farhah gadoh wif her sis..
realli pity her alot..
beb we are here fer u kk..
den..
tomoro interview kat hougang..
jauh seyy..
but i dun mind actualli..
haha..coz dkt ngan umah seseorang..
haha.. u noe i noe..
hmm....
k la..
back to my phone call...

huhuhu!!
abg ku tersayang nk masok ns...
rindu la dia..
da tak dapat cubit pipi dia lagi..
and naw dat amar is da acting leader da tak best sgt..
haha..
realli.
i haf freaking and tons of fun coz we all went karaoke!!
well..
abg azmi was soaking wet wen we saw him..
am n abg met us first..
well me n fie.. took da same mrt as farhah and aisyah..
hmm..
gerek sakk duet ngan abg azmi..
den kite nyanyi mepek2 dgn drg smue..
haha..
realli had fun..
den we met up wif ammar..
go eat at LJS.. haha not LWS k..
den me and fifie and farhah went home..


da suey part of today was..
fie waited fer our "drinks" fer half an hour and dat sumone never showed up..
her mp4 suddenly spoiled..
i went to two places wher i usualli buy cigg.. tak lpas..
it rained heavily. i and fie wet2..
well..
our luck changed wen we meet them up..
so yeah..
hmm..
tomoro my xam..
shit i onli studied halfway..
haha..
confem gpa point aku rendah habis..
aku confem fail.. but never repeat half a year..
insyallah aku akn berdoa aku at least dpt 2.5
insyallah amin!!

wish me luck tomoro bebs..
and gd lck to them, my classmates..
chaoz!

well..
my doubts about da guy dat add farhah up was true..
it was jeff all along..

well..
today me n nadiah went fer our interview at katong..
it went well..
but phobia coz i dun wan to werk arnd town area... yeah...
but i dunno la if confem im already taken fer da job...
well..
after a hilarious ride in da bus wif nadiah,
abg ku tersyg, bob, msg tanye aku kat ne..
sal dia aru anta yana gi kl agaknye..
so..
went to bdok.. met up wif fendi, amar, fahmi,firdaus(pipi) and ijah...
den we meet am kat sane..
we all went to east coast fer bowling..
haha..
i realli sucked at it ok!!
haha..
den moved on to chai chee..
ijah go werk..
pipi and fahmi go sumwher else..
i went home tukar bju.. hey it was raining ryte..
haha.. gt close with amar and am..
its realli fun ok..
den farhah and aisyah came..
we pract alot la..
too bad my partner wasnt der to learn all new steps...
hmm... wat to do.. no commitment kn..
wa piang eyy..
well tomoro abg ajak me go karaoke wif drg smue..
den i said ok la..

hmm... on heck of a day!!!!!

hey yaw..
hmm..
nari my day a bi boring la..
jumpa nadiah gi bdok corner mintak keje kt munchie donut....
insyallah bsok interview kol 930..
nk kene kejot si bagero ni..
met up wif farhah..
i n jah go pierce out tongues..
jah nye lidah darah kluar byk siot..
haha.. mine was fast n simple..
although senget sblah
haha..
den..saw some LWS's crew add farhah..
aku pon gi view.. its private bebey..
but i take a look.. skali dari papua new guinee..
kau da mcm jeff..
but fahah said dat gambar sorang dia takder muka jeff.. so yeah..
it'll remain as a question mark..
well my kepale realli pening naw..
so i think i gotta sleep early..
lagipon bsok ade interview pagi..
so choaz!!

well... coz yest i had gastric flu..
i ate painkiller and went to sleep..
nari nye aku bangon kol 2...
anak dara ape aku ni bgn petang2..
arwah bapak aku.. lau aku bgn tyme gini...
mau mintak kene desyum and kene maki jer..
well...
wad a memory..
den tu takpe..
aku tgk crite takley angkat kelakar rabak..
ketawe srg kat lam bilik..
den went off to kaki bukit cc..
coz aishah (my anak sedare) ade coloring competition...
dia lukis lawa tau.. very colorful..
but sad she didnt win even consolation la..
member nangis..
kesian deylo...
den..
went eat at bdok north nye hawker center..
pas tu singgah khan saab nye kedai teman
mak besah makan jap..
as well as listening to her experience.. coz dia
tukang mandi mayat
kinda fun la story dia.. ade yg kekekk...
den...
went home tgk klakar rabak ngan family aku..
kekekk siakk.. mak aku ketawa sampai sempot2..
hahaaha...
den abg aku offer keje as marketing ape entah..
jual mattress at bout 2k..
free lance la.. but syg aku tak minat
abey da tak minat aku kene kutuk ngn dia... siak btol..
hmph...
den bbual ngan syazwan kat phone again..
member bored... drg lagu.. bbual mpek..
haha.
but wad amazed me was.. his cat, meowmeow, is realli cute!!!
haha.. such an adorable cat...
mcm mintak kene skwash..
haha...
k la i da ngantok...
i rate today's day as 8:10..
yea~

shit..
today supposingly we gt pract..
however..
those ppl had a last min planning to clark quay..
haiyo..
part jah da dtg nk tgk... ade je yg tak kene..
well seriously i was pissed with their behaviour..
but i was pleased wif JEFF coz he learned all his steps..
and.
i dpt pegang bahunya yg gagah itu.. woishh!! cair sakk..
da funny thing was..
wen fendi took my hand n put on top of his...
slalunye dia yg shaking tau.. tapi ni kali aku yg shaking...
haha!!! kimakk kekekk shiak...
abey drg ketawe kn kite..
paiseyy seyy...
da tu takpe.. jeff buat gelak sakk...
btol la dek ni...
abey balek nye tyme kite singgah qeensway..
pegi beli spear tindek lidah and barbell..
huahuahua~! aku n jah will pierce our tongue..
yahoo~..
den.. ate at mac..
went home after dat.. kite naik bus 33 to bedok..
we lpak fer a while coz still early..
yea...
well..
da day went well..
cume part punctuality of da guys and their commitment is a disappointment to us girls...

yeah.. i love my day today even tough im freakking tired..
i tot sumone wud be der but...
haha...
so i kinda waste my tyme juz naw..
i tot so.. but i kinda learn more stuf..
so tak la rugi sgt kn...
and bile balek nye tyme..
syazwan msg aku.. kite bbual mepek2..
haha..
siakk ah dektu..
so yeah..
my life today is fun!!!!


bila nanti aku pergi..
jangan lagi panggilku kembali..
bila nanti aku pergi..
takkan ada cinta kita lagi.
kita pisah kembali lagi..
pisah lagi..
apakah kau mengerti bahwa diri ku bukanlah..
bukan permainan..an..
kau tak bisa buat ku menangis lagi..
kau tak bisa buat ku bersedih lagi..
tanpa aku kau akan baik saja..
tanpa kamu ku akan baik saja..
kau tak bisa buat ku menangis lagi.....

haha!!
today can say my day soso..
i meet up mwif farhah...
kite blaja shiot!!!
haha.. yela kate nk pass.. btol tak??
hmm..den msg wif fizah..
we meet up wif me n her frens..
taught shirah haw to dance our tango..
den..we called up fendi...
kite pk bsok nk pract.. but i see no commitment in them.
the guys i meant..
drg mcm nk, tak nk gitu dance..
lau tak nk bilang siang2 jad kite tak ya nk too enggrossed in this dance..
kadang2 aku tak faham la drg..
nanti drg ckp.. pls la understand our situation.
we are werking..
pls la..
takkan bz sgt kn..
tgk mcm kite..
xam nk dkt pon.. still kite haf sum time to commit in this dance..
wad da hell sey..
imma talk to fendi..
if he n his boys are realli nt commited..
we called it off la..
tu terserah kpade abg azmi to find other dances..
hey its not our fault anyway..
hmm...
aku ngan farhah da pk sal bju lagu smue..
even steps kite ajar drg..
at least wad they cud do is to cum fer practises..
it had been farhah all along to contact each one fer prac..
never they..
hmph..
apa nk jadi..
haha..
k ....
la maybe we girls had a bit of exaggeration..
name jer hot.. hunks.. padahal padahal..
hehehehehehe..
hmm.. we are suppose to prac tomoro.. see how..ni pon kite yg turon qeensclose ok..

today is a funny day..
coz..
im suppose to meet up wif AZ..
but i end up meeting farhah first..
second fie..
and lastly jah..
apdahal aku yg plan ngan jah dulu tau..haha..
lpak wif dem fer a while..
den moved on to national libraby..
met up wif AZ...
he. is a nice funny fun guy..
but not my cup of tea...
its fun wen ur with hym.. but sumting else.. nope..
so yea..
i was bored and msged wif fadhly..
yeah..
mcm biase tanye khabar..
den suddenly je came up wif this quest..
"can i ask u sumting? do u like me?"
hey! i knew he gonna ask dat..
so i said.."yeah i do... y?"
member mcm kanchong..
he ask.. y u like me... im juz an ordinary guy..
den i said.. i juz like u.. and i do like other guy..maybe coz ur a nice guy..
den he said..
oh ok.. haha.. coz he wanted to noe whether i like hym or not..
den he said he oso liked me.. den i said we take it slow..
i was like..
damn!! he's such a nice guy seyy..
mane mau dpt mcm gini..
haha..
den aku ckp ah..
walaupon bsok aku tak skola. i stil sleep early..
dia ckp aku gd girll.. haha tiz part aku ketawe kekek kekek seyy..
den i say gd nite and everyting.. those usual stuff..
den he said..
"haha.. ok gdnitez ya.. sweetdreamz.. love you sweetheart.."
tak ke cair aku.. damn.. he koyak my baju..
haha.. aku da lama tak rase mcm gini.
i almost lost da feeling seyy..

(k.. after this sentence.. there is no link about da story above)

hmm..
da ade org ckp aku sombong..
siakk btoll.. aku da tak nk layan kau da la..
step kwn2 aku nk layan gi layan kau jer..
bingit seyy aku..
ishk!!!
tsk.. tsk..
ni ah org kurang kasih syg dari kwn2..
hmm.. i dun mean to critic tiz particular guy la..
bt... he's realli annoying.. da world ngan aku..
kk.. fine..
im over it..
k im done blogging....
i nk gi tdo!!!
fullstop..

went to skul..
ended at two...
mama went to johor to survey on cik liah's wedd..
she went wif mak besah..
hmm..
i went home changed my clothes..
went bedok.. saw ABIE..
haha.. buy donut.. with nurul btw..
makan jap ngan dia..
den nurul went off..
i took 60.. met up wif fie and farhah at bdok res..
member sakit.. kesian dia.. pegi doc amek mc jer.. tak ya obat..
haha.. farhah.. farhah..
den gonna meet up wif jah.. we walked all da way frm bdok res to chaichee..
gd excersise babes...
den went pingyi.. cheerleading..
den lpak jap at bubble tea shop..
(boring kan story aku...)
den makan.. jah n farhah gi jumpe abg angkat aku
den we bounced off to 55..
well.. actuali many stuff happened.. aku malas nk type panjang2..
den.. we practice jap.. ader budak carikk gadoh..
hmph!!...

welll..
dats most of it..
noting much hapens..
well for da first tyme i think..
zal is cute
if u noe.. shhh!!!!

hmmm..
i went reading on everyone's blogg..
haha..
i WAS being kpo fer a while..
wondering hows life and everything..
well..
one blogg striked me..
y ppl fall in love so quickly and yet looked so imature in it..
hmm...
then they wud say..
u're da love of my life..(den go get married ah..)
or.. i will never leave u.. ever..(pls ah..ppl cum n go in life.. so fucking typical)
hmm..
im not commenting on ppl blogg..
but i gotta be honest..
name me one guy who haf been fun, enjoyable, loving, understanding, and will-never-leave-me
type of guy..
juz name me one and i wud keep quiet...
shit la..
it has been a stereotype of guys to do none of the above okey..
hmmm..
i myself stil "surveying" guys behaviour..
lets see if any one of them wud be my "one"..
(kimak sound so wrong seyy)
hmm...
well..
i hoped everyone is heppi in life..
at tiz point of age..
never take love so seriously..
coz u'll end up in despair one day later.. and u'll regret it..
realli believe me..

QIL>>
WE BELIEVE IN RETRIBUTION...
REMEMBER THAT!!!

hmm..
i think rambang maksud dia random...
haha..
tdi tgk k-nite kekek siakk!!
dat ah beng is so da lame n cute!!
haha..
teringat aku kat jeff..
i think me n hym there will never "us"
but there will be infatuation aje..
haha...
"terbayang2 wajahmu dimataku"
haha..
well..
btw..
dia confemtak sunat!!
khikhikhikhi!!!!
LOL~~
kimak..
siakk sey tin!!
hmm..
xam is juz arnd da corner.. nxt week siakk...
nari fid turn 19..
so da cepat.. wished her gd luck in everything..
hmm...
so. i think tomoro skola ends at two..
stakat amek attendance jer..
boring seyy.. lau nk surf internet pon.. kat umah hari2 aku surf..
kau mepek seyy..
im suppose to tell my mum sal och..
hmmmm...
see how la...
i wonder if nurul or fid wanna cum along..
hmm..
see how ar..





hey i need to be so over jeff
help meeee.....

hmm..
im running away frm himm.
i dun wanna meet hym..
i want to be wif my frenz alone.
im sori my frenz if im asking u guys to be in thiz way.
im sori if u guys missed lepakking wif him.
but if u guys want it dat way
i understand.
but i wont be there if he's der.
i hope my fellow mates understand me.
i haf to run away frm him.
i dun wan him to be in my life animore.
i've moved on.
i dun wan to tink bout it again.
wad has hapen happened.
u guys helped me make my decision.
i realli tanxed u guys fer dat.
but deep down i noe one of u confirm miss lepakking wif him rite?
if u want, go ahead.
i wont be there.


im glad that my path of life has changed.
and i want it to be dat way.
dun make me turn back.
u guys make it hapen fer me.
dun leave me all alone.Ever.


fafa.....

shit!! haha..
guess wad..
we went out wif LWS again..
haha..
mcm biase fendi lambat..
so abg azmi, pendek and ammar(kiut) je yg dtg dulu..
kite practice dance ngan drg dulu..
padan la, farhah ngan amar, fie n pendek..
haha..
den bile jeffrey ngan nick dtg.. fendi pon dtg..
drg makan2 jap... pas tu here cums da gd part..
aku kene partner ngan jeffrey..haha maut per dia.. damn..
member da paisey2.. aku pon ehk.. abey si fendi amek tgn aku pas tu
put on top of jeff's.. kimak.. member mcm menggeletar la sey..
haha.. check2.. he is not used to girls..
but he muz get used ti me... khikhikhi...
ni kalau si pendek tu bilang si tinggi(u shud noe who)..
mampos aku.. truth is out..
ehk!! choi choi!! touch wood..
nari takley gi sentosa..
so mizz hym... haha... abey fie msg ngan aku i missed...
setan siakk..

haha..
kk maybe later im going out go buy donut or sumtin..
i wanna a go lepak..
dgn. bdk2 biase..
kk..
bye..

shit!! he koyak my baju!!!