aku kadang2 tak paham ngan kwn2 ku..
aku sedih pon ade.. marah pon ade..
tapi lau aku rasa begitu buat pe kn..
i dun tink anione of them "appreciating" wad im doin.
im trying my best to make them as per normal like dulu..
but it turn out so in da wrong way..
lau aku bawa diri aku sorang nanti drg pk aku ni kwn mcm siak..
abey bila aku cuba menolong.. aku advice ker.. no one listen..
no one takes me seriously..
its sumtimes feels like im wasting my time..
at tiz point of situation i cant trust no one.. not even me..
aku crite lain.. yg lain pk aku side dek ni la.. abey jauhkan diri.
abey dia salahkan dekni.. dekni salahkan dia..
its like never ending..
its like putting salt into da wound..
krg pon kene pikir...
apa salah yg krg da bikin sampai jadi mcm ni...
kalau krg pandai bawak diri, tiz wont hapen, btol tak?
if u realli not in da wrong.. ask dat person y he/she doing tiz to u..
tok nicely.. i noe toking nicely wont help but at least u've tried..
nanti aku cakap gini confem bingit.. nanti krg pikir aku ni mane pey baik..
but its da fact btol tak..
its reali no use of me asking fer help animore.. it juz adds to da prob..seriously.
i realli dun understand wads going on sia..


i haf to say tiz.. we realli nid to change our ways..
baik yg btol ataupon yg salah..
kalau krg tak ubah ape nk jadi kan..
do u guys regret being with each other??
if u do juz tell me.. coz im not..
i wish i cud go on wif thiz stuff..
but i noe confem ade yg make fun of tiz or critic tiz or wadever la..


guess wad.. u guys are on ur own..
im done trying..
i'll juz let fate decide..
im gonna close my ears and shut my eyes...
wads gonna hapen, juz let it hapen..
fer wad i noe... i still love u guys and treat u ppl equal and fair...
its up to u guys to see in a gd or the bad way...

fafa.
Outs!!!