u've known a guy whom freaking down to earth guy..
a very rare guy..
fer the first tyme u saw him, u tot he was like a very diff kind of guy...
u tot he was juz a guy like other normal guy..
he's cute, tall, fair.. everything wad a girl want..
u tried getting his attention.. but u tot u failed..
after a few days.. he start to talk to you.. and finally u gt his mobile number..
he start to msg u.. call u..
den cum the stmf part.. he calls u cute names no one ever called u b4..
den.. u and him started to meet up.. go werk together.. chill together..
juz like a normal close frens..
he asked u if u like sumone.. u said yes.. and u wer kinda referring to him..
but u told him otherwise.. juz a stranger or a classmate or a "sumguy"
although he sounded like " i know whos da guy.. its me" type..
he still play da "hard to get" part.. coz he onli knows u as a fren..
after a few months having a crush on him..
after knowing his mum.. and him knowing ur mum..
da mcm kawan rapat giler..
one sudden day, u gotta noe dat he's acting diff frm u..
u get to know that he gt himself a girl..
he spilled it to u on da phone..
(as usual u talk on da phone wif him)
u were like.. fuck!!.. den suddenly tears of "joy" came rolling down ur cheeks...
u were so heppi fer him till u kinda back off..
u waited and waited fer him till months over.. all of ur frens were like "hey stop it with that kind of behaviour la.. try moving on"
but u juz cant.. u keep think about him.. seeing his faces everyday and everwher..
u juz cant stop tinking about him.. kept talking about him to ur frens..
but u know that u and him were meant to be frens onli..
den.. one day.. he called u up.. saying all his probs to u abt he n his gf..
a part of u wanted them to break up.. but bcoz of ur love to him..
u helped him in da relationship..
without him knowing, u meet up wif his gf and talk things out..
she decided to chill things out and move on wif him..
and becoz of seeing him so heppi wif his gf..
u went home crying on ur mum's lap.. spilling every bit of secret u held over the past few months... and u decided to move on to an new counrty..
maybe Melbourne.. u packed ur stuffs and decided to move on..
u called him up and told him that ur'e going away..
as a close fren.. he kinda shocked and hated u fer telling him last minute..
he kept asking u y to this sudden changes..
he kept calling u n msging u but u buat bodoh la..
at da very last moment, wen u took da cab to airport.. he came to ur hse..
he asked ur mum of y ur doing tiz.. he sense that sumthing is juz not rite about u
since he have a "gf".. he actuali "broke up" wif da gf bcoz da "gf"
knows that u love him..
the way u advice his gf wen they were fighting.. is as if ur his gf..
he confessed his feelings to ur mum.. that is wen ur mum told every single detail about u loving him.. he was so bumped and shocked.. ur mum asked him to stop u frm going Melbourne while he can..
so he took da cab and went straight to da airport..
meanwhile.. u reached at thy airport.. crying on why does this happen to u..
y muz da one whom u tot were da one fer u end up like dat.. u were so disappointed in ur life so much dat u wanted to leave Singapore.. u tot dat u cn move on in life if u r not thinking about him..
u saw an empty seat in front of da passport counter and sat..
"departing in half an hours tyme"
ur heart beat so fast.. coz ur gonna start a new life..
u took ur bag and walk towards da counter..
suddenly....
someone shouted ur name ".....!!!"
u knew it was him.. u stopped coz ur thinking.. how da hell he knows im here..
u can hear his footsteps getting closer and closer to u..
u wiped ur tears and looked up..
he's standing in front of u acting so blur and asked u..
"y are u avoiding me and y are u doing tiz to me? am i not a part of ur life? im ur best fren.."
without any further a do, u walked away frm him..u said..
"im so stoopid to love sumone who never looked me deep enuf.."
"dont u love me animore?" as he catch ur left hand..
u stopped.. and turned.. seeing his cute berg face..
looking at him like a 5 yr old blur kid..
he said.." all thiz while i've been stoopid.. here's da truth..i started to like u since da day i've met u.. i tot ur da one fer me as we're getting close at da moment.. i tot u knew i love u.. but sad u kept saying u love tis stranger. i never knew that was me till juz now.. im so sorry if i've been giving u probs and sadness all thiz while.. i nver had a true lover like u b4.. i never was in love wif dat girl i called gf.. we were juz frens coz i tot u liked sumone else..and she haf been da one who helped me to try to move on in life.. i purposely said that she's my gf.. coz i want u to think that i haf gf and im heppi.. i purposely said that im having probs wif my "gf" coz i know u're gonna be there fer me... y didnt u juz tell me that u love me if u realli accept me as ur best fren??"
silence kills dat moment..
tears were falling off ur cheeks.. straight away u hugged him..
he said he was sorry.. never meant to make things hard fer u.. he wiped ur wet face..
and hugged u again...
u were so heppi knowing that finally his urs now..
and since dat moment u knew u gonna haf a new life ahead...
he began to kneel down, took a ring out of his pocket and said.." wud u marry me?"
u hugged him and said yes.. (while da ring was still n his hand)..

haf u ever wonder if that happens to u in real life..
how wud u bear wif da situation??
will u wait fer da guy whom u had crush on fer such a long time??
well.. if i were dat girl.. yes i will wait.. but not fer long..
well.
occured to me many tymes.. but pls la.. many more guys still out there la..
hmm.. actuali.. juz naw me, jah and farh was making up tiz stoopid situation uh..
haha.. kekek sial..
we tok nonsense la... mcm2 scene siakk kite crite..
haha.. they made my day sia today..
actuali aku tgh hampa ni.. bcoz of him la.. aku mcm da so over him la.. try my luck again next tyme.. k la.. gtg.. enjoy while u can!!