haha.
went out with khai.
met him at bout 3 at bedok.
move on to vivo.
smp kite makan2.
he kept saying "susah uh nk ckp ngan u."
haha. to me its funny.
kept asking him wad du u mean by that.
i think im juz being to slenger kn.
haix.
haha..
den gt these 3 rp of malay family. makan kt banquet bt drink plain water.
ala. plain water yg beli 60 cent nye. haha.. kekek siak.

den we jalan2. tgk shades! lawa dok. op nye. khai nk beli.
hehe.
kite tgk2 uh bju2. ted sumthing uh. mahal giler nnye! its like hundred plus.
den masok kedai mango. den gt tis nice bju. but ngah takde sen. so diam2 je.
tk bbual byk. hehehe.
kite move on to toys r us!
omg! that gundu. sengaje bwk aku kt tempat barbie. which i hate!
he took this furry stuff. and put it on me.
he took my pic! i look like kelempek uh.. sot skejap sei.
den. we went to da bear bear shop. i forgot da shop name.
cute la sei. he jollywell noe that i hate pink. but sengaje nk tunjuk2 benda pink.
he said. if he were to buy me a pink bju. no matter how i hate da color. i wud still wear it. well.. will i?? i dunno man!
soo...
after that randomly we talked bout crite WANTED! hehe.
so we actualii bought da tickets and watch at 7 pm. well.
while waiting da entrance to open. ternampak pulak ex dia yg recently one.
dia yg tegur. so i looked at her. muka mcm this sats girl uh. but bukan uh.
ooo.. member nampak. muka kinda cuak uh. but buat bodoh.
hmm.. well.. members dia pun tau.
well.. aku kat situ da mcm tak kene gaye siak. i feel so werid.
however. i overcame that. we juz enjoy da movie.
omg!! crite best sial!!! i realli enjoyed it uh. tk sia2 duit aku.
haa.
tapi da worst thing was!!.... ANGELINA JOLIE MATI!!!
soo sad sia. hot hot mama!
haha..
so. after that show. i realli wanna pee badly. tahan pey tahan. queue pey panjang.
den da lepaskn. den. sap rokok jap. den saw dhiana. budak spa jelita. dun wan her to see me. so we bounced off to thy mrt.
on thing surprised me la.
he said. if i were to be a few distance frm him he'd die.
i noe la swit talks. but suddenly i feel stunned.
i dunno la if he reali mean it. or juz a random sentence.
well..
da smp bedok. took 222.
inside da bus. he was being realli irritating with his penguin keychain.
haha. cute. but irritating.
happy feet nye keychain. well. if u notice. im blogging every single detail.
y eh?
haha.
soo..
had a great night yest.
reali fun.
well gonna lpak later. insyallah!

olrite2..
after thy kiss scene.
we became closer la.
well. he did mention of "us" la.
juz that he scared us wont last.
well.. i jz say. we'll juz see..
even if its juz fer a while.. i realli never regret aniting la.
seriously..

kk well..
so.
i went shop and extended my hair.
it tooked freaking 2 hours. and farhah was kinda late fer midnight shift.
haha. bt still love her.
well..
extended coz of cik liah's wedding..
so. saturday was da day dia nikah which was on 21st.
so friday night. i was werking la.
sampai umah je mak aku kol ckp mama kat umah nenek ngah bikin inai. nk tk?
so aku turon la umah nenek aku. carrying on with wedding stuffs.
den gt this small girl k la nt small la. i think her age arnd sec 2 or se c 3 like dat.
she drew da inai pattern pey la buruk. omg. i think i draw it myself lagi mulia.
damage my hand onliy.
saturday itself. ramai siak org ader. sedare aku smue ade.
den bak tidor umah sini ngan kwn malaysia dia. kimak tak best siak aku nk tido malam2..
sal tilam aku yg double tu dia amek. abey aku tidor tk sedap.
haix.
den saturday happening la. farhah turon. fie turon. jah tk.
took pictures and all.. bodoh pey zaman amek gambar ngan dia buat muka siak.
tk guna pey abg.
farhah was crazy about syed khairi la. mane2 dia pegi nampak muka dia. haha..
kekekek sak.
well..
so.
part nikah was ok. cik razak onli say da "aku terima aliah binte yusof ibrahim dengan mas kawin tersebut" lincah2 and was bold la.
haha. i tot he can say that coz he's kinda slenger.
abey abg aku ngan sedare aku maseh ley kutuk2 dia kat blakang. sial tol. haha.
aku pon pasang telinga uh.
kk..
cik liah lawa uh. nanti if i gt da tyme i'll post da pix..
hantaran was nicely decorated. cool.
kk..
so.. me and my bro was freakking tired la. bak was shouting at ppl mcm tarzan.
plan tok aku tk cock up sia. macam paham la dia.
lpak ngan budak2.. tok sumthing with agus. bout skool. rafi was freakking annoying.
abg aku da seiik.. sap rokok sampai 3 kotak. mentang2 free..
sunday me farhah fie and hannah became berkat girl.
haha.. kite kasi2 oreo kat budak2..
hehe. den this rafi guy. pemain bola sepak gelang united dulu.
came down der. he and his small daughter. cute la sey.
sumpah dulu aku penah amek gambar ngan dia eh time k1 ke k2.
haha...
den he was looking at me and us la.. i fine him handsome. weish! bapak and laki org tuh. haha..
den. after da berkat was finished. we go eat. den give them money and balek la smue.
omg! i was so freakking tired that i slept frm 6 pm to like 11 pm. itu je sak. haix den tk ley tdo.
so monday im suppose to werk. bt tot i cud haf mc. bt no one's gonna cover me.
so pegi je keje.
again i was de only lady or female werking petang.
so..
moving on in life.
i love my life rite now.
i dun wan these happening things in life juz end like dat.
i love wads going on in life now.
im deeply in love with khai.
wad ever it is.
ok.
today, tomoro and monday is my off day! woohoo..
guess wad.
i took off my extension which doesnt last me half a yr.
haha.
gonna cut my hair to bob hairstyle!!
ok la. later meeting jah and farhah.
gi minom dok!!
baileys..
credits to my werk-mate. Yusri.Shafiq.Shaiful.

had fun. someone send me home.
thanks fer thy cigg..
love ya.
confessed everything.
now.
normal stuff..
wel.. i wanna go siap.
pape i'll blogg again.

finali he kissed me

well..
now things jus gt worse.
well i find it funny.
to talk about contraception and all..
haha.. its juz too weird.
well.. fer once i its was all a new person.
i was kinda disappointed.
but hey. everyone needs it rite??
haha..
olrite.
im not gonna hang around like this.
its like a monkey hanging arnd tree knowing that the branches are not safe to hang on.
well.. im able to take dat risks. but no.
it takes two hands to clap.
wth!!
im not suppose to wait a guy like that sia.
dammit.
wen i thought the happi part juz started. always haf a bad ending. cb.
sumtimes i think imma failure.
haix..
well.. count me in fer thy next guy who want me to be his gf.
im all giving up fer HIM.
urrrgghh..
dun worry i wil still keep da memories.
haix.
no respect. go. outs!

olrite. i'll blog again aite.
actuali i juz woke up. haha.

i think and i think..
wad shud i do next.
i think everthing is falling apart..
seriously.
hmmph.
i think its tyme to let it go.
its juz a stoopid feeling.
i hate the feeling.
its tyme to let it go.
slowly. but need to let go quickly.
i noe that he noes wad i noe and i noe wad he noes.
so yea. im cool with that.
there's a better and more complex chance of him being juz gd friends.
yea.
noting wrong with that aite?
yea.
even i wud wan my life to be like da After Summers novel..
its hard.
seriously. its hard.
dammit.
im confused realli. realli confused.
bt at the same time. no one can do nothing about it.
rite?
its how i feel. no one can change that.
im nt terasa or sumthing. bt a bit la. haha.
well.. juz let fate decide. who should go with who.
i've tried. now its ur turn.

okay..
frens huh.
aite!!

werk haf been great.
nari spatutnye buat bc b.. but syafiq mintak tukar.
so i did first class..
abey aku yg abes cepat.
yus ngan syafiq abes lambat. slenger nye yus. trolley kat sane bukan nk gi check.
amek kau lambat..
wakaka..
den.
went otw to bustop. yus said bye.
den fer once aku mcm terpikir benda mepek la.
watch dia n syafiq walk all da way to carpark...
"fafa! bye" yus..
haa.. kekek la dia.
but..
haha.. nvm.
so yea..
ouh ya btw.
khai n jah was in da same theory class.. kecoh sak.
aku ade la terkial-kial ngan keje aku msg2 ni dua badot..
haha..
kekek la sey. y i miz such a gd action!! urgh
nvm.
den balek tyme. online.
skali gt tiz guy add me in tagged. so he asked fer my email.
i gave.
we chat2..
den skali muka mcm penah nampak.
nk tau sape tak?
ex aku siot! kamalruzaman..
kimak kecoh sak...
wah.. lama benar aku tak nampak dia. he was my pri 5 ex.
haha. well its a gd thing he remembered.
haha.. and im like haywire here sia.
cant get over it yet.
well..
gonna meet khai on sunday.
yea.
so well..
ngantok mau tdo.
sok keje. yea.
member pon keje
kamal called me dear. asl aku mcm suka ni. no! haha..
MANGKOK!!

Suatu hari, CINTA dan KAWAN sednag berjalan- jalan
di kampung..
Tiba-tiba..
CINTA jatuh ke dalam telaga..
KENAPA?
kerna CINTA itu BUTA.
Lalu, KAWAN pun terjun ke dalam telaga tersebut.
KENAPA?
kerna KAWAN akan buat apa-apa sahaja demi CINTA.
Di dalam telaga, CINTA hilang..
KENAPA?
kerna CINTA itu halus dan mudah hilang kalau tidak dijaga..
Apatah lagi sukar untuk mencari CINTA di dalam telaga yang gelap.
Walaupun gelap, KAWAN tetap mencari CINTA..
KENAPA?
KERANA KAWAN ITU SEJATI DAN AKAN KEKAL SEBAGAI KAWAN..
Jadi....
HArgailah KAWAN anda.
Selagi kita kita rasa dia bererti.
Walaupun kita mempunyai teman istimewa.
KAWAN masih setia.
Walaupun kita mempunyai banyak harta, KAWAN tetap berharga..

So love ur frens..
Love not onli ur GUY.. But love ur frens too...

xxx ILOVEMYFRENS xxx

hey hey.
nari tk keje deh.
kayaknya aku uda lama ni ngak blog.
haha.
well.. maklom la da start keje..
well..
by bsok aku da masok roster.
kene jb. business class..
haiz.
den. juz naw so swit of farhah to teman me go do my hair.
haha.. thanks alot hunney. i owe u one. nanti date ngan zaman eh.
wakkakakaka..
it takes to freaking long hours lah.
coz they haf this new method.
well.. now dat my hair is long. i feel good! haha..
even though i love my short hair.
ala demi cik liah's wedding kn.
haha....
so. mum saw it and goes mcm rambot mama dulu.asal skit.. duh. mesti la. haha.. takkan nk bikin tebal2..
mak aii..
haha..
well.. i go and wathced crite eiffel im in love again.
coz i bored.
tunggu org msg2. no one at all..
haix.
jah go her motor theory class..
well..
after thy hair thingy, farhah and i go smoke den took cab.
let me off at chai chee bustop. den she go werk.
maklom la da midnight shift..
haha..
k la..
aniting i'l update summore.
sok keje.
sebel aku!!
waduh...

well..
these past few days haf been a testing week fer me.
coz.. i feel like as if im being testing alot.
be it in patience or love or family..
wad ever la.
i noe im being tested.
soo..
i begin to let myself out.
be free. its tyme to let her go.
juz let go of her. once is enuf.
wel..
we juz see and wait aite.

so..
been sleeping late lately.
i dunno y.
watched full hse finish already.
actuali im kinda sleepy rite naw.
juz kill tyme.
tiz thursday insyallah jumpa bro fendi and gang. tgk uh.
tu pon drg mcm lom confem.
so i confem do extension hair on thursday.
coz i gt no tyme la since da keje.
haiz..
i think im gonna be mia like sumone kot.
but dun worri.
hmm.. tiz sat sun keje ke tk eh?
hmm..
tot of going out. entah la eh.
k la.. gtg.
bye.
blogg soon.

at da point of me trying to get over u..
u always pop out of no where..
haiz.
apa nk bikin.
sum part of me wanted to say it cud be fate.
but, i doubt so..
well..
i miss his voice. his look. haha.
only i noe how he looked like.
kekek.
ok.
so.. actuali. playing hard to get is realli annoying.
but u like making me wait. it realli hurts.
but even if u dunno that u hurt me. u still cheered me up.
well. i shud not make any judge-ment right now..
but da thing that bothers me rite now is dat..
in a very serious voice(to me la) he said i miss u.
well. it'd kicked me fer a while. but still make me think.
wads dat suppose to mean?
well.. like farhah always do.
chill la kn..
haha..
well.. cik liah's wedding is realli juz arnd da corner..
man i cant wait to go change me hairdo.
ala. fer few months je la kn.
haha..
man! i seem to be anxious about things nowadays.
well.. haha..
i dunno y..
welll.
i better get going.
tomoro's a big day yeah.
cant risks any tiredness.. keje bro! haha.. at bcra. well noting to be proud abt.
but coz i love da pay day. dats all. wakkaa..
kk. nytes.

ps i think i love u.
u la sape lagi.
u...
my best babes..

wel..
its been a great pleasure to be with u.
spending tyme with u.
eat with u.
joke arnd with u.
well.
if i were to hurt ur feelings in anyway,
im so sorrie aite.
thanks fer thy unforgettable memories we had.
i came to realise ur juz noting bt juz a crush.
well..
after watching full house, i realise sumthing.
i noe deep inside u, theres sumting.
if u were to ask me if i have been hurt or wad.
yes. coz i felt like ur juz making me feel like im juz a pengubat rindu.
welll..
its ok. i do that to guys too.
but wad a karma. hmm.
well. juz to let u noe. if u nid a fren to be by ur side. im here.


shit la.
problems everywhere.
i feel like going far away man!
wadda hel sia.
am i dat bad?
y ppl giving me soo much probs nie..
dammit uh.
shit.
urrgh!
juz kill me sum one pls.
mama. i noe its been hard on u.
but u cant juz depend on me all da tyme wad.
ade lagi dua anak lelaki tu buat pe?
tak guna pe. ape? fatin yg tak guna?
ape aku ni mcm abg aku.
keje dapat gaji tk ingat kluarge. habis kn gaji trus mintak mak duit.
curi duit aku smue. wtf.
abey si bodoh tu.
mentang2 dia paling terpandai. kirekan smue dia bikin smue btol la.
dia melawan ckp org. tinggi kn suara. berselerakkan umah smue.
tak tolong satu benda pon. itu yg dijunjung??
sedangkan aku di sini is trying my fucking hard to make things better..
wad did i do wrong sey.
bley jadi giler tau.
everything is flopping away.
my studies. my attendance. my life.
i need to get a grip of myself.

Honestly what color is your shirt?
`white and black..
Honestly, whats on your mind?
` to go out or to watch full house..
Honestly, what have u done yesterday?
` went spa, took pay, went bedok, bought tshirt, bought donut,go home, sleep, woke up at 9 plus, watched bangku kosong, den watched korean drama, den sleep.
Honestly, have you ever been in love?
` DUH!! and i think i am ryte naw..
Honestly, feeling anything unusual today?
` erm.. kinda. maybe longing fer sumone and ciggies!!!
Honestly, is your heart still occupied?
` nope. was never occupied.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the fone?
` erm... i think sharil.
Honestly , are you jealous of somebody right now?
` well.. not realli.
Honestly, what makes you sad most of the time?
` to force myself to think that me and him are juz frens. padahal, i like him so much.
Honestly, are you LOVING someone right now?
` well. my frens said i am. i dunno man!
Honestly ,what are the things you don't want in life?
` fuckers. who think that aku ni hidop hanya utk pengubat rindu kekasih lama krg!!!!
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
` yesh. stoopid berg guy.
Honestly, any plannings in near future?
` well. change my hairdo dats wad imma gonna do.
Honestly, do you love someone very much?
` sadly, yes. i think. but wad to do. he never see me. i think.
Honestly, does anyone like you?
` hmm.. i dunno go ask them.

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*
What do you do when you're mad?
` juz think of him. and im cheered up.
*What's the worst things you've done when you were mad?
` i dunno. ususaly i cry la. no violence.
*Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
` haha!! yeah. my lil bro. heheh.
*Do you curse when you're mad?
` even wen im not mad. i cursed.
*When was the last time you really cried?
` few days ago.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?
` haha. mcm lyric mroon five je. yesh i do ever b4.
What usually makes you cry?
` when i think of daddy, whose not arnd animore. and bad stuff that are happening.
Are you normally a happy person?
` ouh yeah i am!! actuali its hard to see me cry. seriously.
Does being with your friends makes you happy?
` damn yes!
When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
` haha. if its not sarcastic, of course im heppi.

kimak.
at last surat saman sampai.
cb. da sebulan lebih aru smp..
kau, mepek sak.
aku kinda sot la.
but actuali im cooling down rite naw.
now da thing is.
aku kene tunggu makcik aku nye wedd over den aru aku ley gi
counselling smue.
ala counselling brape je bayar,
8 ketol. 2 counselling.
ala. jah cakap counselling skejap je. tak smp 30 min.
haix. but still. bercinta tau nk gi tunggu gaji aku smue.
btw insyallah aku start keje on monday.
mesti gi siang2 la kn.
must siak/ jadi on da 20th aku dpt gaji den aru ley gi counselling smue.
haix. naseb bukan kene byar 300 sak. mangkok siak aku byr 300..
haha..
well. wad a suay sey.
now mama noes im smoking. well. insyallah dengan izin-NYA aku try quit la.
haiz. abey lau influence da kuat kat skola. kat luar. nk buat pe.
sudah tercatat dah im gonna smoke. but lau aku usaha nk berhenti.. tu lain crite la.
ok.
i try not to smoke. try distract me with sumthing else. kau aku gi buang
lighter aku yg kiut color purple lak tu. maseh byk gas sey. alamak.
tkpe2. 30 cent je. no prob. ley beli lagi.
well.. aku nga tunggu aku 18 je. den my mum no need to worri abt me kene saman lagi.
i think i noe y she dun let me smoke. coz im under 18. yeah.
i noe. well. we juz haf to wait fer thy big moment la kn.
anyways. im gonna change ma hairdo maybe by nxt week saturday?
muz be b4 cik liah's wedd la. kate nk melawa. mane tau aku ketemu ngan jodoh aku ke.
wakaka.. mepek k. ishk mane tau kn. haha.
talking bout dat. im soori ppl i cant follow u guys go bugis and lau pa sat.
aku firstly nga broke. and aku mcm malas nk gi coz yati and black tak de. mat pon tak confem.
well der will be a next tyme aite. ala. lagipon abg aim ade. sape nk gi layan siak.
okok.
well.
aku nk tgk crite winter sonata ni. i brb. maybe later i blogg again ayte.

sori juz naw ajak kua tak ley.

hey2..
fer once i tot dat da fad guy gone.
it wasnt true.
ade ke patut dia msg aku 630 pagi.
aku lak lupa letak silent mode.
haix..
abey in 10 in da morning he strikes agiain.
he said. asl aku senyap je. sial la.
da kenape sia ngan dia.
so wen i received jah msg abt today lpak plan.
aku reply msg fad.
i was like..
mean la.
i said.
"asl ngan ko sak. y u kept msging me? abey pagi2 buta msg org.
kacau org tdo kn."
tros member tak reply sak.
haha. i noe im very mean. but i haf to la.
tak ley biar kn org naik kepale ngan aku la.
haix.. guys eh. tsk tsk tsk..
well.. insyallah aku keje on monday nxt week.
i noe skuling. but i need to werk la.
pahse test is on either tuesday or wednesday.. insyallah ley pass..
haha..
ok.
so.. i want to download songs so much that i go download bearshare.
so da imesh sak.
skali nk lagu dua insan ternampak lak name khai18. confem dia.
haa..
well.
so moving on in life.
juz naw i go check out my punjabi suite.
cool. so loving it and tak sabar nk pakai. and oso weave my hair..
aaaa!!!! wee~.. new look temporary..
haha..
k la.. later im goin out to lpak wif jah and maya. insyallah farhah ade.
ok.
tata. loves.

still thinking bout HIM. ouh. abg berg.

well.. been home frm juz naw.
nk kua mcm malas uh. sorrie.
well. was listening thiz long ago song.
janji padamu..

"andainya kau jauh dari ku.. dekati hatiku
andainya kau yg pegi dulu hampa la insan ku
jangan tinggal kn ku. jangan persiakan cinta yg murni..."

lama sak tak dengan lagu ni.
da last guy who sang thiz song was hafiz airport.
well kenangan siak. k de lagi satu lagu.bt i forgot.
man dat was like two yrs ago??
haha.. siak.
cb.
well.. dat stoopid fad kept msging me. walaupon aku tk reply. he kept msging me.
mangkok.
well..
bsok and thursday tk skola
i juz wanna spend tyme "alone"
as in go sumwher. haf me alone tyme.
been moody nowadays.
well.. seriously i tot today was wednesday tau. mepek kn.
haha. fid pon pk cam tu tadi.
well.. i gt like 5 days sak. free days!!
but i dunno wad to do. or wher to go. damn!
stoopid exams.
well.. i wanna go haf a quick nap.
regain myself fer tonite late chats. muahahaa...
mcm paham.
and dun call me fad!! im not a guy! n neither im loving a guy name fad.
lau..
k mepek. done.

supp..
da 2 hari tak blog.
noting much happens.
met up wif farhah n da mrning yest.
beli rokok.
haha. ntah da kenape nk sap rokok sgt kn..
since sunday sak.
so lpak jap ngan farhah n fazanah..
crite mepek2..
den member choa kol 12. left me all alone.
sempat blaja jap.
haha.
sepatutnye blaja on sunday.
but lain crite lak jadi.
haha.
gd tymes..
well.
smalam. small bro's bdae. ala. 13 yrs old je.
haha. aru masok sec 1. bile mau kluar secondary skul.
haha.
tot dat mama want to buy him psp. but abg tk kasi coz laptop ade buat pe..
haha.. lain uh crite lau dia nk belikn aku..hehe.
well.. nk tunggu psp lama uh. takkan dec aru nk beli..
haix.
cik liah's wedd is juz arnd da corner.
tat tyme ade family meeting aku tk join. malas uh.
balek2 crite same.
juz cant wait fer thy big day.
cheyy mcm aku ni yg nk kawin gitu..
gonna be thy kendarat. insyallah. lau aku tak malas uh.
lau duit jatuh takpe. lau tk. burn sua..
hmm.. las lpak was on saturday.
went out wif mirah n her boifey wan.
haha. she changed alot uh. wow. so proud of wan to change mirah..
cheers. but..
takpe la.
did my test. scored 80%. ala. pass la tu.
aku blaja ok.

malam smalam chat as per normal.
kawan baik aku kn, asik2 cakap name fad.
eh fad is noone siak.
mampos tak nk tau. menyusahkn aku.
aski2 msg2 aku. call2 aku. cb tol.
hate him siak. prangai so ZULFADHLY
tak suka. tak suka. tak suka.
well.. ni lau dia kol kn. like wad nurul say. maki den letak sudah.
malas uh nk layan2 budak lelaki yg aku tak kenal.
ade hati ckp dapat numbor aku dari kwn pey kwn. mangkok je.
pk funfair pe shia..
well..
aku teringat elfie.
coz juz naw mama tanye sal dia.
mana la aku tau dia kt mana skrg.
da ilang. tros lesaaaaap..
mat pon tanye sey sal dia.
mat ckp asl buih sak.
mana lah aku tau... abey ade hati ckp aku pon buih.
sedap je ckp gitu. sape yg plan sey. not me!
well.. naseb aku kua on 31 sey. lau tak terperap sak kat umah
tunggu org kol sal plan BCRA outing.
mangkok.
ape nk jadi.

k la. gtg.

well..
today i feel kinda down.
since yest.. sengaje nk kua coz i nid some thinkings..
i went out wif jah, farhah and mirah with her wan..
jumpa je hujan lebat..
den im still in confused state..
i dun wanna make da biggest mistake in life.
well.. sumhow i think im on dat path. unlucky me..
but still i wanna discover sumthing i never did b4..
i wanna try things out.
still. ur almost here.
haiz..
naik bus parkway shuttle bus.. i was kinda sad.
i think my frens noes la.
well.. but again. asal kn aku nk lari, confem dia ade siak..
haix.. wad to do. nk katekn jodoh bukan siak.
stop meddling wif my feelings can. unless u haf sumthing uh..
urrghh.. fine me some peace to tiz thing plz.
well. im confused rite now coz im suppose to go out study..
jadi ke tk ni.
i dunno.
well. lau tak jadi takpe. i can go study on my own.
i need ciggies man!! dammit. dari nk quit tak quit2 siak.
semangat seminit je.. hahaha..
well..
layan kn seseorang semalam malam. kite story2..
msg2 my best friend(or....) bout today. tired. slept. woke up.
and now blogging. da mandi ok. wangi je.
hmm..
kita maseh mudah dalam mencari keputusan..
ok.
gtg.