wel..
its been a great pleasure to be with u.
spending tyme with u.
eat with u.
joke arnd with u.
well.
if i were to hurt ur feelings in anyway,
im so sorrie aite.
thanks fer thy unforgettable memories we had.
i came to realise ur juz noting bt juz a crush.
well..
after watching full house, i realise sumthing.
i noe deep inside u, theres sumting.
if u were to ask me if i have been hurt or wad.
yes. coz i felt like ur juz making me feel like im juz a pengubat rindu.
welll..
its ok. i do that to guys too.
but wad a karma. hmm.
well. juz to let u noe. if u nid a fren to be by ur side. im here.
shit la.
problems everywhere.
i feel like going far away man!
wadda hel sia.
am i dat bad?
y ppl giving me soo much probs nie..
dammit uh.
shit.
urrgh!
juz kill me sum one pls.
mama. i noe its been hard on u.
but u cant juz depend on me all da tyme wad.
ade lagi dua anak lelaki tu buat pe?
tak guna pe. ape? fatin yg tak guna?
ape aku ni mcm abg aku.
keje dapat gaji tk ingat kluarge. habis kn gaji trus mintak mak duit.
curi duit aku smue. wtf.
abey si bodoh tu.
mentang2 dia paling terpandai. kirekan smue dia bikin smue btol la.
dia melawan ckp org. tinggi kn suara. berselerakkan umah smue.
tak tolong satu benda pon. itu yg dijunjung??
sedangkan aku di sini is trying my fucking hard to make things better..
wad did i do wrong sey.
bley jadi giler tau.
everything is flopping away.
my studies. my attendance. my life.
i need to get a grip of myself.