ala.. nari hannah gi Bangkok.
dia tk msg lak eh.
hmm. harap2 dapat bju uh!!! seriously nk sey.
hehe. i tk harap kn. but insyallah dpt la kan??
hehe..
well..
yest did my practice.
did not go to skul. woke up 9 in the morning.
amek duit gi poly. hmm.. sampai sane i think at bout 1045 or 11 uh.
well. byk jugak org. que fer thy number.
skali wen my number is called. gaved my ic.
then da clerk said there's an outstanding balance of 8 dollars.
den she asked y? den suddenly ticked me that isit bcoz of my smoking counsellin session??
but i said. i did pay fer thy first session. i realli tot that 2 of the session costs 8 bucks.
skali rupanye, 8 each. haiyo.
naseb mama gave me 50 bucks. so enuf uh fer thy payment.
den took my number again. and waited fer the que to see doct.
wen number was called, went in. yessa. a female doc. i dun like male doc actualli.
i regard them as perverts. hehe kk meraps.
so yea. told thy doc that i had stomach aches, headache, berry2, nausea.
den she press2 my belly. den she said ok..
i juz gt myself a stomach flu!!!
haiz..
took the prescription, and waited fer thy medicines.
skali kene charge 23.70 agaknye.
kinda mahal la. but i think da obat mahal uh..
so yea. went sarapan.. bought myself zinger student meal. hehe.
went home. eat. took medicine. rest.
den jah cum, booked her prac 3 again. hoped she pass!!
proceed to chai chee esplanade, practice our jumpstyle.
wen everything over, she go bedok library, den werk.
as fer me i go home chill den at 6 went 32 to meet others.
eventuali zaman went down. ahha. like amirah said
"zaman tkkan turon lau aku tkder.."
haha dats like kinda true..
played he's psp. pantat! wanted to borrow he's psp. but no.. he did not let me
bacin, abeh ade hati ckp aku matau ngan kau uh gi beli psp tok kau!
cb! haha.
abey biler aku sound kau kua kan 100 uh. den kasi muka kelempek!
haha.
went home as per normal.
tok on da phone with luqman. den with khai. msg2 with an and luke. msn with hannah,
fluffy, syah...
well.
he conclude:
hope that everything stays the way as it is..

buto la! *farid kamil nyer reaction*

it's been a long tyme since i've blogg..
so much things happening here..
so i mcm malas kn gitu nk blogg.
haha..
well..
on las Sat..
i took off. urgent. sepatutnyer kua ngan jah..
go buy helmet kat ah boi. skali jah demam. so didnt go la..
called up farhah ask if there's dance pract.. but tkde.
skali member tanye nk gi main pool.. raiz, faizal and zahin ajak..
so i agreed.
siap2 smue. met farhah under her blok. member muka sedih giler tau.
kes bley nampak bekas nangis. so i asked her. and hugged. gadoh ngan kakak dia lagik.
aiyoo.. forever la. but farhah be strong kk?? tabah kn hati je. juz give in.
so.. smoke fer a while. den go central stop b. amek shuttle bus. terserempak ngan raiz and faizal so took da same bus..
otw lam bus.. aku ngan farhah bual2 mepek2.. kite yg terkecoh kat situh. haha..
farhah. u noe i noe..
den gt tiz one matrep hansem lam bus. haha.
i dunno y im looking at matrep..
da sampai mac. tunggu zahin. haha stick man. miss him. den raiz mentioned that kwn dia akan turun tau.
so me n farhah was like "who? sape?? hansem? tinggi?"
haha.. den raiz ckp. hansem! mcm taufiq katak. but lagi hansem.
me n farhah went up first. book the table. enjoy la seyy.. haha..
den skali ALIPP!!!! masok.. haha. yes! da guy kwn raiz tuh namenyer alip!
haha. dia cute sgt2 sial..
haha.. tk bley angs..
farhah da kene teguh mata tajam eh.. padahal aku yg tukang cui2 kat situh.
haha.
den fad n ayul sampai. farhah gi sap rokok ngan drg.
omg! alip was so cute wen he play da pool. hahahahahahhaa.. *cant get over it*
dia pon ade cui2 jugak ni. haha.
kk. wel eventualii we didnt stay up long kat pool.
me n farhah serta fad n ayul gi maz cafe. minom jap. eat2 story2 den me n farhah gi bigsplash. b4 dat.. ade tiz one group of cool guys. sdalah satuh budak chai chee, bawak scrambler. kimak member dia smue BERG2 GILER SSAAKK..
waduh!!!!!!!! koyak dok mata aku satu hari kua ni..
den me n farhah proceed to meet bhai.
thanks to him. im known as CINTA to his kakak and adek.
haha. according to farhah adek dia, wan, nampak hansem. but aku ni buta malam so aku tk nampak sgt uh.
bbual.. story2. enjoyable uh.
stoopius farhah go minom gin. abey da seeehhh..
haha. naik cab. tunggu lama sia. naik cab. farhah bbual mepek2.
den gt tiz place. undertunnel passage way. cool la sia tempat dia.
new road uh! haha. siap uh aku da klua kan motor. JAH! U NOE I NOE.
haha.
best uh sat.
sunday keje as per normal. 11 to 11. 12 jam. siak. but gaji bomb uh.
kirekan smalam uh. aku keje frm 11 to 11. haix.
penat dok.
kene bikin wine b ptg. den continue wine a ptg jugak.
aku habis bikin smue kol 830. siang perr..
den tolong2 drg. den alek.
alek lak. jah ajak jumpa. lpak jap ngan dia.
member ghairah sey nk amek pract nari. maklom da masok pract 3. INSYALLAH jah. u can do it!!! den kite bbual sal motor.
mane nk gi lpas dapat motor... step motor breakdown abey kite kene tolak motor to da nearest gas station. haha.
den aku ckp uh. lau minyak da bis. aku sanggop bwk minyak spare kat lam beg. kes macam2 benda leh sumbat. aku sumbat nyer.
nari kene jumpa farhah and jah. practice joget. tiz saturday dok event dia.
kat geylang football club. haha. nk kene pract jump ni...
so far tu je uh.
i'll blog next tyme!
i'll be back... maybe in 3 weeks tyme? hehe

well..
there's most certainly many stuff i wanna story about...
but.
im kinda lazy to blogg la.
i think i'd be better if i record everything o haf to say and post it here rite..
so yea..
aniways..
today another day at bedok ite.
a very suay place according to nurul sid and lily.
haha..
i dun feel so.. maybe becoz im a bedok person?.. or aku yg suay jugak eh??
choi choi..
kk.. so yea. go eat prata as per normal.
den wanna go smoke. our usual place was taken.
so they decided to go under my blok.
actuali im quite scared la. takot kene tangkap ngan family members ker..
but gamble uh. sap je. i was smoking half way den looked front and saw mama was walking towards here.
da cuak kn. so i slowly blow thy smoke.. dropped thy cigg. stepped on it.
skali mak besah pon ade. so buat mcm noting hapen uh.
everibody salam. den dok balek. smue mintak lighter. nk light alek ni.
nurul da takot sal nampak org office2 nga jalan towards us la..
dia takot drg smue nea nye org ke. or hsa ker.
nk elakkan drg. skali disiplin nye org walk passed by us and saw nurul n sid smoking.
kesian nurul. aru nk matikan api. da caught red handed. lily da nampak tros matikan.
haha.. was her luck uh juz naw.
as fer me. i was thiz close to mintak sid senafas. alamak. tu lau kene tadi. mmg aku bunoh diri siak. da 3 kali kene. masok court teroooossss nie..
haha.
haha. da cuak kn smue. naik tingkat 11 sap rokok kt situ. den proceed to class..
haha..
mepek2 kn.
so yea.
in classs... amir was bored and started to draw cartoon version of us all.
haha.. funny siak..

see thiz..



Sid Mr Dan and Hafiz..


Suppose to be me. nampak2 cermin mata aku circle per. Haha. Dat head is Farid's..


Nurul in cartoon. haha. cute kn. tangan tuh...


combination..


combination 2..


hehe.. enjoy.

actuali yg my previous blog kn.
actuali day 8.. but aku gi blog sal day 7..
well..
my saturday was cool..
my sunday was cheerful..
hai.. rafi rafi... asl la kau mcm gitu.
haix.
so yea..
im in skul rite now.
tkde kje so i blogg.
aniways.
heard lot of stories bout thy classmates and school mates..
mepek2 la kn.
haha..
so yea..

nowadays abg aku mcm suka nah nk lapak ngan aku.
haha..
nk feeling teen kape bang??
sedar la skit tu umor da angka 2.. hahaha..
so yea..
smalam went to keje to take gaji..
dtg kol 12 skali tu bodoh pey lon dtg kol 2 lebih sial la.
naseb sempat dpt taxi. lincah2 sia gi outram.
da kene 14 ketol lebih skali hujan sial tol..
den gi tu counselling.. ok la..
previously..(last week)
BP: 110/80
PPM: 6
was ok. but i can do better.
(aniways da ppm is to check my level of carbon dioxide..)
Smalam..
BP: 96/60
PPM: 0
haha.. improved sia.
ala mesti la zero.. sal aku tk sap rokok since morning kn.
haha..
so yea.
got it over n done.
den nk kene gi bayar tu saman. da building was juz behind.
aku gi top up cashcard aku. den move on to HSA building..
skali aku kene tipu. cashcard top up 30. skali dlm 25.
patah balek kat tu 7e. top up again. siall la. peng tau..
its like i haf to walk in da freaking rain uh.
da top up. balek tu tempat lagi. gi bayar.
den call jah. nk jumpa kt bedok.
move on to bedok. otw.. dlm train. gt tiz punkish rockish chic.
ok uh cool. liked thy sweater/jacket. cool shit.
jumpa jah kat banquet.
jah ckp "kau guess sape ade kt sini?"
( i looked arnd saw some mats n minahs.. makcik ngan motek dpn aku.. and some ppl uh
was wondering sape sak. y jah so eager??)
fafa "sape??"
jah "tgk uh.,. look arnd.."
fafa "-_-"
jah " kk.. kau tgk budak lelaki kt blakang aku.. kenal tk saoe tuh"
fafa "sape?? mat rep boncit je.. sape sia.."
jah "amir!!"
fafa "haha.. amir?? *gave alot of thiking..* OUH!! AMIR.. haha.."
jah cheeky sia..
ouh shorty la. aku pey bodoh aku gi tgk. skali da girl beside him was looking at me.
paisey uh. matair dia la tuh.
alamak. bang tk bwk motor ker jalan ngan family.. anak sape je tuh.
ouh anak kakak dia.
haha..
after banquet. jalan2.. sementara tunggu farhah.
den met farh at 32. lpak.
alamak. byk story la aku nk bilang. but tgn da penat uh.
mat mintak lighter.. nk bukak cutting QIL..
ala..
malas la aku nk blogg..




overall.
my day went great.
thanks to rony.. and some msn guy. i forget da name..
they make my day.

realli missed sumone.
however. nampak si boncit tuh. haha.

haha.. sorie been bz with werk n got no tyme to blogg.
such a tiring week la..
keje tk abes2.
den stoopid me go n sleep late everyday.
sal tk ley tdo. wad can i do la..
soo.
werk have been fun! seriously.
yest. me mirah jah farhah and hana went parkway to play pool.
b4 dat.
i was werking in da morning shift la.
i was doing float. cool la. coz i've been floating fer 2 days straiht.
haha..
so yea. werk morning. pikir la dpt nampak rafi. skali member amek off.
so. yea. after werk. rissa keje ptg. so. sementare nk tunggu tyme to go out of that place.. i sat down la. den suddenly kecoh. yus was talking on da phone but kecoh uh.
den i juz realised, he was toking with william. member kene buang la sei. sedih kape.
so yea.
i needed to go to parkway straight after werk. so yus kinda volunteered to send me la.
so yea. *not thinking anithing...* haaha.. wadver la fafa.
so.. member wanna send me off. i told him im going to parkway. so i ok with him la to send me. so called jah. n farh. den nk naik motor si bengap ni...
nk kene pakai helmet. god dammit da helmet was big la. size L. mak uh.
wad he said was. tu cutting nye helmet. still i dun get da point y it muz b big..
haha..
kimak. naik kr pey la pnat. ade ke dia nk aku share seater ngan dia. tk nk aku.
matair org siol tk nk aku. ishk! but seriously. dia bwk lagu giler sak. aku melorot2 je uh. but i managed to keep myself comfortable.
da smp parkway. tangan aku menggigil. haha.. sal lengoh sgt sgt!!
he was da first skinny guy whom i *hugGed. coz kr lau pengang tank kan da mcm comsider hug rider kn. hah.
ala.. u noe i noe la kn.
okok..
so yea. it was his last day. den da tk nampak dia lagi.
abey shafiq paitao keje nari. btol la ni anak2 ni. carik nahas kn.
haix..
so yea. ive werked 12 hours straight! i freakking tired. pape i update pix taken on Saturday okey..

btw.
i reall miss khai siak.
i juz cant let him go.

Oh My Gosh!!



Hannah posing Lawa..



Cute Jah.



Cahrlie's Angel tk menjadi..



They wanted to take picture sgt. ley bilang per. aiyoo!!



bee. baboon. gajah.



Sumhow i kinda like my position. hehe. yg lagik dua tuh. random.



ni sumpah random.



hahakz. mcm budak giler.



Jah nk bukak pencak berserakk..



Sweet Us!



Tak sia-sia aku n jah go pasir ris..






EnjoY!
ps: gambar nk amek ngan farhah tk menjadi. sal da penat.

hey hey..
guess wad??
i gt a bad flu today.
god damn it. im pissed la.
tot its gonna rain. but it didnt. very sot u noe.
skul wad olrite.
had our Ms ho class.. which was flat as always.
copied some notes. which i didnt understand. At All..
den. went fer break. saw dat male-she student. she's ok la.
but i overheard she said sumthing like kasot merah. den i terasa la. coz i was
thy only one who wear red shoe wad..
uh. nvm. let it go.
so yea. ate hot dog bread. and drank iced milo. my breakfast.
had some smokes. den go fer our cpg lesson.
damn. that lesson is easy. but was freakking boring la.
nv though. so yea.
was supposed to meet khai. but hehe. i was being bad la. coz im suppose to meet him. but aku mcm purposely dun want to go meet him.
actuali i was being dared. hug him in public, and i will get a box off ciggies for free!! however. it backfired me. haha. now i haf to buy fer him ciggies. so unfair ok.
coz da dare was suppose to be bout me. not him.
haha..
so after skul. i went pasriris. met up with jah. and den hannah.
we go lepak fer a while. took some pixx (which im gonna post later)..
study a bit. den go meet farhah and fie at 32.
skali my brother was der too. btol uh!
menyebok jer. haha. had great tyme.
so yea.
had a great day today.
ouh ya not to forget!
tomoro morning im gonna jog with hannah and maybe jah will follow along.
see how la kn.
ok. dats it. done!



im so in love with enrique iglesias!!

haha..
well.
today im skuling at bedok ite.
well..
stoopid place. so empty la the skul juz naw..
not many student come to skul i guess..
haha..
so yea. first lesson. i slept. yes i did take some notes but..
i was too sleepy to concentrate.
so yea.
class was ok juz naw.
some particular guy was soo fanatic wen he saw this hot chinese girl.
haha. she look so ah lian. but cute ah lian like dat. ok la.
nurul and i was a bout to go smoke. skali kluar. saw her. she smiled.
it was break tyme after dat. we girls and the guys go mamak shop and makan.
saw the girl again. was with some guy. confem chop2, her guy la.
haha..
hampa skejap dok si kai.
da makan and all. we proceed to smoking session. haha..
den masok class balek.
back to that stoopid classroom. more like a storeroom uh!
haha..
so. after skul. proceed to 32. met up with farhah and jah. stoopid jah fickle minded.
skejap nk tron skejap tk nk.
we planned bout the dance thingy la. farh wanted me n jah do thy jumpstyle.
i ok la. but dunno was to wear sia.
mampos!!
den.. nk kene dance hip hop lagi. mangkok. might be a freaking tiring day on 2nd august la..
we tok2 fer a while. tok bout guys la. duh! haha..
maybe thiz Saturday go sap sheesha. with farh. and her "Bhai" .. who was soo eager to meet me n jah. dunno y. haha..
n i want to go club on 26. insyallah la eh.
ekk.. nk masok club pon nk insyallah eh. haha.. meraps.
so yea. overall. today was great.

he went out juz now. dunno with who. im jealous. haha kk meraps!!

today skul was okaey..
byk budak tk dtg fer dan nye first lesson.
yea.
so went fer thy first break.
kua skola.
and guess who me n nurul saw??
haha.. ehem2.. kiut sia dia.
first tyme nampak di bawak motor.
and i cant get over it fer like 10 minutes la..
omg. he was freaking cute la kn..
hehe.. so we proceed to kedai mamak.
lpak sane jap..
so was bored. and isap-ping rokok london merah is no gd ok.
kerasss la sey..
so.. we wer bored. farid ajak main pakau.
den yan arrived. join uh.
nk masok second match. aku da semangat tau nk main.
skali aku mcm rasa lain mcam kn. so i turned to my right.
saw a group of ite students.. skali guess who i saw.
mr jackass! haha..
kimak. aku tgk je dia sia.. senyum je member..
bley tegur aku tk nk tau..
biler da nk sampai blok opposite dia call aku..
haha..
den abes kn game. den meet him on thy other blok.
jumpa je dia mcm tersenyum2..
haha.. cute uh.
tu takpe.
den aku mcm tersengeh2 uh. hehee..
gave him a couple of kiss kiss muakzz.
hehe.. he was being notty la..
haha.. i was laughing the whole tyme..
hehe..
terkepit2..
hehee..
so yea..
kiss him fer thy last tyme den i go off..
so yea..
lots of guys have been getting to noe me..
i noe. da mcm siak kn aku.
hey there's no wrong in makin frens rite?
so yea..
later on that day.
met up with jah. tok2 with her fer a while.. den came along farhah and fazanah.
haha.. fazanah was witing fer ted. again.. haha they will never end it la kn.
den she n jah was toking about that day at banquet.
haha.. kekek siak.
ouh ya!!! i almost forgot...
shortay!! WAS LIKE FREAKKING KIUT SIAL.
siak pey jah. she was looking at himm all the while la..
frm the tyme he stop his bike.. till he's out of sight..
haha.. damn that guy was so cute. sadly.. da ade yg punye la kn..
haha..
aniways..
my cousin.. SYED KHAIRI.. added farhah on frensta..
haha kekek siak..
farhah was like omg! so syafiqah siak suke uh member..
den i was like.. omg! SO.. i added him up.
hey! ders no harm rite. my cuz is hot! and surprisingly. iqah was added too.
wad a small werld.
haha..
so yea..
hermy called me up. didnt tok that long with him. coz i was so bored..
and i purposely tok crap. and make him bored so i can continue tgk crite the longest yard..
hehe..
i noe im kinda bad knnnnnnn...
den chatted with fluffy whos real name is eshashafiq.. pelikk kan name..
heee... tok with him fer a while.
den hykel called. tok fer a while oso.
den thy last person to call. HIM. saved fer thy last. haha..

aniways.
u noe my ex. primary 5 ex. kamalruzaman.
haha.
his brother was the guy frm dinodi..
haha.. den he send his song la. i listen to his voice. sedaapp la sia.
haha..
soo..
ouh ya! and luke was realli making my day la..
although we tok crap. but. he's fun uh.
hee..
okay la.
dats it fer today.

things are back to normal again. i doubt so it will remain like this.

well. today goes well.
i'ts been clear that we r not gonna contact each other animore.
sumhow. i think it was all planned.
maybe he was waiting fer thy right moment wher im gonna do mistakes.
so he cud juz ditch me juz like dat *snap.
so yea.
aniways.
im doing fine..
school was ok.
gi amek test bodoh tuh. and i gt like 21 over 30.
not memuaskan. but ok la kn.
after dat, went fer break. wanted to eat but no appitite.
well u noe i noe. hmpmh.
den. 12 oclock lesson, dan ajar.
aku cabot kol 1 gi aku nye smoking counselling..
haa.. mepek sia. buang2 duit aku je.
ape mmg ade org ke yg akan quit after pegi counselling tuh???
haha..
den met up with farh and jah. gi cgh coz yaya mum's masok hospital.
juz hoped she'd be ok and get well soon.
den fie jumpa mama jap. den lpak skejap. den dia balek.
me farh n jah gi lpak 32. man i was hungry la. haha.
da anta farh balek. den i me n jah go 7E gi top up dia nyer ezlink n i bought sandwhich.
dden jalan balek.
i gt home... mama n fir not at home. zaman je ade.
so yea. bsok bdae zaman!! hepi 20th. haha..
so yea. my mum was like asking me wad to do on his bdae. and i go like... "entah??"
haa..
blur siak aku. budak umor 20 tahun. nk buat pe eh. confem merayap ngan members.
confem nk enjoy. btol tkk?
so yea.
aniways.
life have been bad. i always knew it la. everytime on holiday. sumthing gd WILL happen. den wen skul reopens. that's wen everything suxx. every effort juz wen down da drain.
well. its not like im regretting la. im juz pissed. but now. manageable la..
im ok.
even the weather let me down. haixx..
buck up la fafa...
aniways i've made a decision that im gonna take private diploma after my NITEC.
juz need some space frm schools!! maybe taking at MDIS.
yea.. den maybe after dat, see uh. if i can further my studies.. den i will. no prob.
but chop2 by next year july i muz finish my motor! mesti nye. duit da siap dok.
tunggu amek jer. wakaka..

olrite.
u noe wad.
its tyme.
i've tried my best to let tiz happen.
but thanks to u.
u've let me down again.
i realli appreciate all those things u've done fer me.
thanks. reali.
i will not n never forget everything about us.
it'll remain as a memory in this lil heart of mine.
but if u think im cold. ur colder.
it hard. but i cant do aniting else animore.
u juz kept me hanging again n again.
its freaking hard.
well.
like i said b4.
u haf my blessings. enjoy ur life.
im sure u cn get over me juz like dat *snap..
and u can get a replacemen oso juz like dat *snap
dun u wori bout me. i'll be fine.
well honey.
u did not hurt me at all!
u destroyed me completely.
"...ku menanti bila kah kau kn kembali.. hingga kini. tiada berita darimu
ku harungi.. perjalanan hidup ini sampai nanti.."
ye.
aku kn siape. i noe wher i stand.
aniways. our love will nevr b forgotten.
if u nid help. im here fer u with arms open.
yea. i wont say bye like u. i'll say.. c ya arnd.



a song fer u..

well..
after such a confusing moment in my life.
i asked him again.
well. b4 dat i met farhah and fie kat 32.
ajak jah. but jah kua ngan adek nye.
so yea.

told farhah n fie bout him.
drg gave me a gd advice la.
yea im gonna take ur advice..
so i called him up.
asked him. all my doubts la.
he said he was scared.
he nid me. he wan me.
we r each other possesion.
ok. fer once i think he' serious bout dat.
but some parts realli made me doubt bout him.
i dunno la..
ala. laki lau da hansem ker cute ker.
they r prone to contact more than one girl pe.
mcm aku. been der done dat sia.
well. i was siak siak at that point of tyme la.
but now's diff.
everything's diff.
u can feel. yes i noe im like still hanging on.
which i do not noe y.. *-_-
haix.
God. plz show me a way to get out of thiz mess plz.
show me wads right and wads wrong. at tis moment i cant differentiate it.
den gt another guy. hermy. he's nice and all. but sumhow juz naw he was like a pest.
ok. put aside the "he like me" part. but he keep saying he misses me, kept calling me biler aku nga keje. padahal aku da bilang sey. that i'll be werking.
well. i dun miss HIM dat much la. but im wondering y my hp senyap je eh.
sumtimes. i feel like im letting him go. sumtimes i wanna keep it.
now i want to let go. but confem nye chop2.. nanti tk jadi.


k la. im sleeping.

ooooo..
anyone wana date me?? im open! im free! but no serious stuff ok.. im not into it.
aku rasa hati aku da tertutop untuk lelaki. i need a break. on hiatus.

baby..
tAnx fer telling me the truth..
juz dat im freaking sad rite now.
how i wished u haf told me that earlier.
or sumthing.
coz u gave me a lot of hopes.
and now u said this.
its ok i undersatnd. i noe.
we're still young and more things to ahieve in life den juz love itself.
i noe we muz sacrifies. but it feels like im da onli one whos gonna do dat.
i noe u dun wanna hurt me. yes i noe u love me.
but tiz is juz so suicidal..
tell me again y am i tear-ing so badly??
well..
if u nid a fren to be by ur side. i here.
if u feel sad. i'm here fer u.
well.
juz so u noe that. wad ever u do.
u haf my blessings. u haf my faith. u haf my trust.
u haf my everything.
juz haf a hepi life.
ur my greatest thing that happened to me, fren.







im juz in a confused state rite now.
yesh i noe teen love doesnt lasts.
hey! look on the bright side. we're young.
im heppi fer u. though it hurts alot.
juz noe that if i find a replacement. dun u come bck,fren.










deep inside my heart tells me that there's sumthing else.

hey hey!
i juz came bck frm DARUL MA'WA..
they had the jamiyah 15 yrs carnival thingy..
all amal nye benda and stuff..
firstly mmg aku tk nk pagi..
i was suffering la.. coz my two knees was giving me prob..
but.. woke up at 545.. met farhah. den make our way to eunos.
stoopid fendi said we muz be there exactly 7. ye la..
sampai sane je. drg aru kat raffles place.. sabar je kite.
kite tunggu uh drg.
sambil2 tu we're like cam whoring la.
not much pix. coz gambar buruk..
BURUK OR WHUATT!!!
haha..
soo..
da jumpe drg smue..
make pur way there.
smapi sane i made new frens..
they brief us about wads gona hapen today and so forth..
i was stucked with muhamad effendi la.. tic was also with me..
had a great tyme! my gosh!..
kak di was fun man! haha.. a male-she..
haha.. fun la sey dia. hoped to meet HER sumwher..
haha.. tic was like realli curious to noe how she looked like
coz da whole day she wear da shades. omg! i did dat too...
haha.. paisey dok. tk sek sia jual ice blended bubble tea. well.
everything was melekit. every joints was making probs. every muscle was aching.
but every single sweat i drop was reali worth it.
i felt fresh after dat la.. fresh dalam segi iman! haha..
well..
was missing shayang soo badly.. hmm.. lom reply ni msg..
wonder wad he's doing.. haa.. wanted to mit him. but i was like freakking tired sia.
haix..
so yea.. sok skola. damn!
my red moda poala shoes was like ruined la due to dat stoopid melekit shop.
very muddy coz asyek2 kene amek air.. haiz.
now i need to iron my clothes.. lap lap my shoes. clean n pack my stuffs
FER SKUEL TOMORO!!!
haha..
k la. aniting i'll blogg soon..

lagu ku menanti became one of my fav song yaw.
i dunno y. but i juz love dat song.
hehe. ade hati nk karaoke lagu ni.
ni mama nga karoke sendiri ni. pening la kepale aku dgr.
haha.. aku nk join. but lagu aku nk nyanyi smue takde.
smue lagu slow rock. lagu lelaki.
i gt no prob nyanyi lagu tuh smue. but parah uh. suare bass je.
haha..
so yea.
today i never go out.
tk lpak pon. coz smalam da penat giler kn.
well.
sit at home. makan. baring makan. chatt..
boring sak. such a pink day.
so yea.
i miss khairul nizam.
haha.
member gi amek test tadi. out of 4 papers. he passed 3. ok pe kn.
ader ke dia kol aku biler aku nga sedap tido.
haha.
den ade hati ckp aku nye suara mcm ex dia. haha. funni him
so yea. moving on.
later he'll be having his prac n revision.
so yea. all da best hunney.
kk.
school is gonna restart soon. like Monday!!
my.. my..
im so gonna miss my frens and all man!
gonna miss all da fun we had like going to jurong swimming
where hannah and mya ade.
man...
such a short holiday and so much things.. as in great things happen.
now that school gonna restart. imma concentrate on studies man.
hehe. ade chance pegi skola same2 la kn. but tu pon lau member nye schedule same.
wakaka.
welll. im gonna start my job back on 11th. having appoinment on 9th.
taking my smoking counselling on 14th and 21st. den go pay on 21st oso.
well.. 15th is my bro's bdae. confirm tkkan ade kat umah nye. merayap ngan members.
omg. bout dat ayin thing. i haven explain to my bro yet. coz he's like
not always at home. asek2 balek camp. macam mane nk bilang dia kn. haiyoo..
so yea.
well.. my fingers now very tired.
off to east coast tomoro. go tan!
bye!