well..
after such a confusing moment in my life.
i asked him again.
well. b4 dat i met farhah and fie kat 32.
ajak jah. but jah kua ngan adek nye.
so yea.

told farhah n fie bout him.
drg gave me a gd advice la.
yea im gonna take ur advice..
so i called him up.
asked him. all my doubts la.
he said he was scared.
he nid me. he wan me.
we r each other possesion.
ok. fer once i think he' serious bout dat.
but some parts realli made me doubt bout him.
i dunno la..
ala. laki lau da hansem ker cute ker.
they r prone to contact more than one girl pe.
mcm aku. been der done dat sia.
well. i was siak siak at that point of tyme la.
but now's diff.
everything's diff.
u can feel. yes i noe im like still hanging on.
which i do not noe y.. *-_-
haix.
God. plz show me a way to get out of thiz mess plz.
show me wads right and wads wrong. at tis moment i cant differentiate it.
den gt another guy. hermy. he's nice and all. but sumhow juz naw he was like a pest.
ok. put aside the "he like me" part. but he keep saying he misses me, kept calling me biler aku nga keje. padahal aku da bilang sey. that i'll be werking.
well. i dun miss HIM dat much la. but im wondering y my hp senyap je eh.
sumtimes. i feel like im letting him go. sumtimes i wanna keep it.
now i want to let go. but confem nye chop2.. nanti tk jadi.


k la. im sleeping.

ooooo..
anyone wana date me?? im open! im free! but no serious stuff ok.. im not into it.
aku rasa hati aku da tertutop untuk lelaki. i need a break. on hiatus.