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Friday, September 5, 2008 ~~~ 12:00 AM
Best Uh Naik Kr Yus.
firstly. woke up freakking early today.
went to skul.
do da project cpg. da nk abes. skali nurul dari admiralty otw home..
patah balek skola. hmm.. gosh u realli semangat uh. lagi2 nga puase tuh.
so yea.
bikin keje lincah2 den headed to werk.
check2 gaji da masok. haha. best seey..
bought ciggies. haha. dgr2 aku sakit. but maseh nk merokok ni.
haha.
pathethic kn. well.
so yea.
went to werk.
laugh my ass off today.
cvoz gt yus and jason da two shitt guys.
ahha. crite mepek2 la.
pasal motor ngan ikan la. pasal kereta ngan drift skidded la.
mepek2 uh.
haha. den as per normal..
yus anta balek..
hehe suka kn fafa. haha.
lpak jap ngan dia kt bawah blok umah aku. we were early la.
sampai kol 11:18. slalunyer kol 11:30 aru smp.
den nga best2 tgk drg racing.. a video inside hp yus.
skali mak aku aru alek.
mangkok sia aku.
but i wasnt takot or wad la. coz me n yus bukan nye matair kn. kwn rapat je.
aha. aku lak nga sap rokok. sempat tau buang sblah. haa. yus salam mama.
den mak aku nampak helmet.. skali dia ckp eh2 kau naik motor.. baik2 tau..
da la dia start. haha. sempat yus buat gelak. haha. ekke siak.
omg i juz gotta noe dat yus ngan aku da senasib,
wad i mean is.
his father passed away when he was serving ns (18 yrs old i guess)
bcoz of penyakit cancer. at sgh! waah. noting to brag about.
but kite same naseb. waah. dat part aku teros mcm stunned skejap.
and he was too wen he noes mine was da same fate as his.
well. there is such ppl who go thru da same fate as me.
so yea. thanks to him. im not alone!!
hehe. i enjoyed every moment with him da mcm best fren la sey. haha.
kk back to da story.
as mama was talking.
skali mak aku ni ckp benda sampai aku ngan yus ter stoned jap.
"ni bila nk balek ni FATIMAH??"
damn! yus tgk aku abey nga tahan ketawe.
tunggu mak aku naik lift. abey dia ketawe rabak2.
pantat tol. haha.
yus tanye asl mak aku panggil aku fatimah. name pekat sia.
haha. aku pon kekek2 uh. isshh!!
haha. smoked awhile with him.. gave him one more cigg.
den took off. haha.
well. bsok ni amek gaji ni. mak oi! lau nampak dia paisey sia aku,
"aniways.
dlam byk2 lelaki yg aku kenal and rapat dgn.
cuma yus je la yg kes first hand bual face to face ngan mak aku.
and bcoz of that i feel awkward. idk why.."
went to skul.
do da project cpg. da nk abes. skali nurul dari admiralty otw home..
patah balek skola. hmm.. gosh u realli semangat uh. lagi2 nga puase tuh.
so yea.
bikin keje lincah2 den headed to werk.
check2 gaji da masok. haha. best seey..
bought ciggies. haha. dgr2 aku sakit. but maseh nk merokok ni.
haha.
pathethic kn. well.
so yea.
went to werk.
laugh my ass off today.
cvoz gt yus and jason da two shitt guys.
ahha. crite mepek2 la.
pasal motor ngan ikan la. pasal kereta ngan drift skidded la.
mepek2 uh.
haha. den as per normal..
yus anta balek..
hehe suka kn fafa. haha.
lpak jap ngan dia kt bawah blok umah aku. we were early la.
sampai kol 11:18. slalunyer kol 11:30 aru smp.
den nga best2 tgk drg racing.. a video inside hp yus.
skali mak aku aru alek.
mangkok sia aku.
but i wasnt takot or wad la. coz me n yus bukan nye matair kn. kwn rapat je.
aha. aku lak nga sap rokok. sempat tau buang sblah. haa. yus salam mama.
den mak aku nampak helmet.. skali dia ckp eh2 kau naik motor.. baik2 tau..
da la dia start. haha. sempat yus buat gelak. haha. ekke siak.
omg i juz gotta noe dat yus ngan aku da senasib,
wad i mean is.
his father passed away when he was serving ns (18 yrs old i guess)
bcoz of penyakit cancer. at sgh! waah. noting to brag about.
but kite same naseb. waah. dat part aku teros mcm stunned skejap.
and he was too wen he noes mine was da same fate as his.
well. there is such ppl who go thru da same fate as me.
so yea. thanks to him. im not alone!!
hehe. i enjoyed every moment with him da mcm best fren la sey. haha.
kk back to da story.
as mama was talking.
skali mak aku ni ckp benda sampai aku ngan yus ter stoned jap.
"ni bila nk balek ni FATIMAH??"
damn! yus tgk aku abey nga tahan ketawe.
tunggu mak aku naik lift. abey dia ketawe rabak2.
pantat tol. haha.
yus tanye asl mak aku panggil aku fatimah. name pekat sia.
haha. aku pon kekek2 uh. isshh!!
haha. smoked awhile with him.. gave him one more cigg.
den took off. haha.
well. bsok ni amek gaji ni. mak oi! lau nampak dia paisey sia aku,
"aniways.
dlam byk2 lelaki yg aku kenal and rapat dgn.
cuma yus je la yg kes first hand bual face to face ngan mak aku.
and bcoz of that i feel awkward. idk why.."
tis' the way
well..
all i wanted was juz a nice guy
who wud standby me
thru thick n thin..
im not asking hym to love me till he die..
but juz be truthful to me n himself..
juz understand me is gd enuf..
i hate bustards..
coz they are so immature..
u can call me names or wadever shits but..
im still young and..
i wud like to get marrried wen im 23?
haha.. nice ryte..
i wud want to werk and find hym..coz i know he's der sumwher...
searching fer someone.. but he didnt look front..im in front of hym..
hehe..emo lakk..hmm.. my love life sucks la..
i think lelaki bace ni pon takot2 sakk nak matair ngan aku.. hehe..
dun worrie..
im a gd girl.. im a very2 patient woman!!
Wad EvEr ShiTzZ.
THE PERFECT MOMENT
Your body close to mine,
Our hearts beat at the same time,
With a smile of simple pleasure,
This very moment should last forever.
Some say perfection is unattainable
For most things, that's explainable,
Held in ur arms with eye to eye affection
I have found a brief moment of perfect satisfaction.
Let us stay together through the time
Proclaim that I'm yours and You are mine
Let us freeze and treasure this moment
Store it safely, away
Even if we leave this very place
We shall return to it someday
HIM..
If U asked why i like him i wud say
It’s the sway in his hips,
the thickness in his chest.
the lust in his lips,
the passion in his eyes.
the softness of his skin,
the style in his hair
the twist in his dance;
the nervous in his talk.
It’s the way he look at me
that makes me think about him each day.
That is what I would say.
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